The both of you walked in silence towards your apartment. Although you where fairly young, you already lived on your own. The reason was simpel. When you wanted to attend UA, the school was pretty far from your home. A four hour long drive with the trein. Your parents weren't poor, just average but the though off how much money the travel would cost concerned you. So your parents decided that buying an apartment that you could later live in after graduation would be a better idea. Of course that costed a lot to but at least you had a permanent place to stay.
The more you approached your destination the more Amajiki grew anxious. Because this time he planned to do something. He wanted to do something. He just hoped that he wouldn't screw it up like last time
Opening the door you both made your way to the living room. Amajiki sat on the couch while you got some drinks and a snacks.
Amajiki watched you the whole time, and even when you didn't look you felt his intense gaze on you.
You took a peck over your shoulder making his face flush red when you caught him starring " Amajiki is something wrong" you asked, your voice sounding concerned
He frantically waved his hands up in defense " Aaah N-No N-o t-theres n-nothing w-wrong " he stammered
" Well there has to be something since you seem more tense than usual " you remarked walking to him and putting two cups on the table
" You know you can tell me" you went back to get the snacks
Amajiki lowerd his head " I-I "
You came back and sat down shoving a chocolate bar to him on the table.
You opened yours and took a bit waiting for his answer
" I-I "
"...."
" I-I w-want"
" ...."
" I w-want t- to Oh god " he abruptly slammed his head on the table, wrapping his arms around his face so you wouldn't see how flustered he was
You shewed on your food and swallowed it before talking " Amajiki " you softly whispered
" I-I' m s-sorry " you heard his muffled voice " For what" you rubbed his back gently for comfort
He slowly looked up " I'm sorry for not d-doing a-anything "
You stopt your movement, understanding what he was referring to " Is that troubling you? " he nodded not looking you in the eye
" Amajiki I told you its fin-"
" But its not" he snapped
" I want to do something r-really. Because if I don't then you...m-may leave m-me and I can't have that " his voice cracked
You starred at him, your heart aching at his confession. You never knew that it was bothering him this much. So much that even tho you reassured him it was okay you made him feel more miserable. Which was never your intention.
Not only that, but he was also worried that you might leave him.
You started to feel guilty for thinking about a way to kiss him. When he tried so hard to move out of his comfort to do the same
" Amajiki..." you whispered
He glanced at you from the corner of his eye. You shifted towards him and gently engulfed him into a hug.
The boy tensed " Sorry if I made you feel that way. But you have to know that I would never leave you over something like this "
You pulled back and took his face in your hands " I care about you way to much and I like you for all kinds of reasons. So for the last time don't worry about it. I'm not planing on going anywhere , believe me"
• Tamaki amajiki - First Experience
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