Shawn Mendes Imagines

late bday girl pt 4

So hey guys

I haven't been active for about like almost 2 years now and it's really because I'm not passionate about this like before.

I remember when I used to read imagines 24/7 5 years ago and there were some writers that said "this is not for me anymore/ it's not the same love as before..." and I was like WHAATTT SIS YOU HAVE A BOOK WITH THOUSANDS OF VIEWS HOW DO YOU SAY THIS HOW DONT YOU LOVE SHAWN ANYMORE?????

And oh well.... here I am now in the same situation I thought I would never get in lmao

But that's life, we move on

I've also been thinking about how I don't even like this book anymore and I feel guilty for writing it

I just feel like I forgot Shawn is a human and I shouldn't have had sexualized him yk?

I kinda wanna sell this book and my whole account so if someone's interested hmu

Anyways

I never spilled the tea about the guy who broke my heart because honestly it was too much to talk about and I was fucking sad to even write about it

So what I concluded from that experience is that I like my hoe life so much because you at least don't get lied to and that I fucking hate October libra dudes

At the end of the day I don't let a bad experience define my idea of love. That wasn't even love and people tend to confuse that.
I'm open to receive love but some d at the same time yk

Don't rush it, and let the guy be the first one to fucking fall in love

Also

I forgot posting about my bday this year damn hahah that's how little I care about this book now

But whatever bitches I'm 19 now and I'm thriving

Living my best life, having fun, feeling as free as ever

And being the sluttiest bitch out there ngl but I love that! No commitment for me rn!

And girly if you're gonna be hoe be honest about it! Don't break a guy's heart, break his dick ;)

This is a whole new me wth hahaha

I hope you have a great day, week, month, year, life...!!!

LOVE YOU MY LITTLE CHICKEN NUGGETS!!!

P.s. fr I'm selling this book hmu if you wanna buy it, you can take full credit and edit it however you like

Bye now