A Heart of Ice (Jack Frost x Cupid!Reader) [COMPLETED]

Nine

*(Y/N)'s POV*

I don't join in for Sandy's funeral, just let the other Guardians do their Guardian rituals in peace. Instead I sit high up on the roof of North's factory, watching the clear blue sky, the occasional snow flake spiralling down from above.

I wish I could have done something more. Maybe if I'd choked Pitch harder, gotten up their sooner, he'd still be alive. I should have been faster, wasted less time on the stupid horses and gone straight up to him.

Sighing, I rummage through my pockets, searching for something I can take. My hand lands on a packet, and I pull it out, inspecting it in the light. It looks like the packet of ecstasy I thought Jack had, but I guess I must have more than one. I don't use it very often, so maybe I had some left over from the last time.

I tip a pill into my hand, inspecting it carefully. It looks to be around 100mg, plain white. Very ordinary looking. I wonder what Jack would do if he was sitting next to me, watching me now. He'd probably slap the packet out of my hands, throw it off the nearest glacier. Maybe he'd lecture me about how bad drugs are too. I wouldn't mind a lecture right now, wouldn't mind anything from Jack right now.

What I'd really like to do is find him, tell him I'm sorry I didn't kiss him back on Jamie's rooftop, that I don't know how it happened but I think I may have fallen in love with him, and then possibly kiss him. No, definitely kiss him.

I look against at the pill, then out at the snowy landscape spread out before me. One swallow and all this would be gone, Sandy's death would be gone, the mess with Jack would be gone.

"Fuck it," I mutter, and swallow the whole thing.

Sorry, short chapter this time! However, the next one's gonna be better ;)