Who's My Love? Bestfriend Or Boyfriend? Chapter Six

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Continuation from part five

I woke up to the sound of knocking at my door.

I grumbled and turned on my side. "Go away," I said.

"Dixie, it's me." 

"Blake."

Last night hit me. I opened my eyes and saw Noah naked next to me. I looked down and saw I wasn't wearing any clothes. 

"Blake, um, ill be out in a few."

I heard Blake sigh on the other side of the door.

"Noah," I said shaking him. He opened one eye and smiled at me.

"Who are you talking to?" I heard Blake say. I froze and so did Noah. He sat up straight.

"Dixie, I'm coming in."

The door opened and my world crashed.

"What the fuck." I heard Blake say.

Noah stood up at this point and started gathering his clothes.

"Dixie...." Blake said looking at me. I saw the tears in his eyes. "I'm sorry." I mouthed.

Blake turned around and walked out the door.

I looked at Noah. "It can't end like this."

I ran after Blake, not caring that I was naked.

"Blake!"

He stopped and turned around.

His eyes roamed my body then he looked at my face.

"I never thought you would do this."

"I'm sorry." Tears were sitting in my eyes.

"You aren't sorry. Do not say that bullshit!"

But, I was sorry. Sorry, for hurting Blake. Sorry, he found out this way. Sorry that I would have to end this with Noah. For real this time. I and Blake weren't meant to be.

"I love you," I said.

Blakes's eyes flashed to the back of me and I know Noah is behind me.

Great, another argument.

I turned around. And there was Noah with my robe in his hands. His eyes with tears in them.

I sigh.

"Noah..."

He puts his hands up to stop me. "Here." He said handing me my robe. "We weren't meant to be. I guess you're some crush I'm supposed to get over."

He forced a smile and hugs me. "Bye, Dixie," he whispered in my ear and left my house.

I put on my robe and face Blake.

"Blake, please take me back," I whisper.

Blake looked down. When he looked back at me, his eyes were filled with tears.

"Dixie, I must love you."

I smile.

Blake takes me into his arms and kisses me, hard, and hungrily.

I wrap my arms around his neck and deepen the kiss even more.

"Dixie, can I have you?"

I looked into his eyes. I don't want to, but, I say yes.

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I feel disgusted in a way. I feel like a whore. I slept with two guys. My best friend and my boyfriend. I didn't use protection for any of them. I could be pregnant and not know who the father is.

I lay on my side and reach for my phone.

Three text messages.

All from Kylie.

I groan and start reading them.

"Dixie, why. Why, love?"

"Dixie, text me or call me back. I'm worried about Noah."

"Dixie, text me, call me, IM me! Something! Its Noah. He's gone. I have no clue where he is. Please, oh please, forgive him. Forgive anything. I don't know! Just come over. I need you, desperately..."

I read the last one over and over. Noah. In trouble. Needs me.

I slip from under Blakes's arms and get dressed.

I get my mom's keys and get in her car.

I look at the clock. 12:32 am.

I put the keys in the ignition and start backing out of the driveway.

"Love?"

I put the car in park and cover my ears.

What the fuck was going on? This was way too much drama for me. I just cannot deal with this shit.

I hop out of the car, furious.

I walk up to Noah who's leaning against my mailbox.

"Noah, go home!"

He backed up a little.

I backed up a little too.

"But, love, I miss you a lot. I thought we were still best friends."

I rolled my eyes.

I need to let him go. No matter what promise I made years ago.

"We're not best friends anymore. You're bringing drama with you everywhere you go and I don't want any drama. Not with you."

"But you're the one who tried to fuck me! I didn't try to fuck you!" 

I laughed bitterly.

"Seriously? Do you not remember at all, asshole?"

I turned and walked back into my house, I closed the door, but not soon enough because I heard Noah say, "You mustn't remember. You seduced me. I fucking hate you!"

I went back upstairs and thought about what I said. Truly, I didn't remember. I just remember the passion, lust, and tears. Nothing more. Did I actually cause this?

I sat on the floor in my room and stared out the window. I really fucked up this time. I'm glad I didn't have school yet. Summer just started and I already fucked up my reputation. 

I laid on my side and cried. Cried harder than I ever did in my life. 

I think I just killed Noah's heart.

I probably can't see Kylie again.

She probably hates me.

I'm having sex with people while my mom is at work or sleeping.

I think I turned into a slut or even worse. A homewrecker.

I shook ard with sorrow and fell asleep.

To be continued...

A/N

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