Juliana.
"Well Ms. James everything looks great we gave you the prescription for prenatal vitamins so you just make sure to take care of yourself and we will see you next month" the doctor said smiling as she walked out
"So what you think we having?" He said as he grabbed my hand
"A girl" I said smiling as we reached my car
"Naw Bruh we having a boy" he said as he opened my door
"Yeah okay your allowed to dream" I said laughing as I got in the car
Once we got to my house we both got out and went inside I dropped my bags and plopped down right on the couch I was starting to feel fat but I still wasn't really showing much.
"Baby you need anything?" Que said walking into the living room
"Some lemonade and some chips" I smiled knowing he wouldn't let me have it
"How about I get you some fruit instead" he said coming over to kiss my cheek then walked out I just layed there poking my lips out
After a minute he came back with a bowl of fruit and a glass of lemonade I don't know why but lemonade helped with my nausea so it's all I drank that and water.
I ate my fruit then layed my head in his lap and watched tv.
He ran his fingers through my hair as we watched tv
"Juliana" he said looking down at me as I still looked at the tv
"Queedy" I said sitting up and then sipping from my glass
"I was just thinking about us and what were going to do after graduation you know with the baby coming and all" he said caressing my cheek
"Well what exactly did you have in mind?" I said laying my head on his shoulder
"I've been saving up so I was thinking we get an apartment together I want you and our baby close to me I want us together" he said looking me in the eyes as usual I got lost in his it was just something about him I couldn't shake and I really didn't want to.
"I would have to get a job once the baby is born though" I said looking at him
"You don't have to I will take care the both of you and now I'm tryna get my singing career off the ground I only want what's best for you"
"I know and I appreciate it but I can't live off you"
"Don't worry about nothing all you need to know is you and our unborn are always going to be straight"
We kissed and I layed back in his lap I fell asleep soon after. I woke up a hour and a half later and que was no longer on the couch with me. I checked my phone then went upstairs to my room I stripped down and changed into some booty shorts and a tank top I was very uncomfortable and I had heartburn.
I layed in my bed and just watched tv for the rest of the night.
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Que.
"But you know she's carrying my child right?" I said looking at shayla
Yeah I know what you probably been thinking and your right once again I've fucked up and it's even worse now because she could take my baby away from me and I'm not tryna have that.
I'm not this guy though I just get into alot of fucked up situations. I love you juliana with everything and that's who I wanna spend the rest of my life with I also know I gotta stop doing dumb shit and being selfish for that to actually happen. I should've just stayed with her tonight I know she probably wondering where I went but i don't know man I just need some time to myself I gotta get myself together I can't keep doing this shit.
"She got yo baby and I got yo dick so what does that tell you" she said sitting up "you always talking that shit about how much you love her and you need her she's everything but yet somehow you end up in my bed"
"I do love her I've just fuckin up and being stupid but I can't keep doing this especially over a bitch I don't want shit from except maybe some pussy" I said getting up and putting my clothes and stuff back on
"She doesn't deserve this at all she never did and if I keep fuckin up I won't have her or my unborn child I gotta go" I said walking out her and out the house.
