Never Again (Completed) HaeRyuJaem Series #1

Chapter 11

"Woah Haechan who is the---Ryujin-ah?"

Bangchan-Hyung suddenly came out of nowhere and later on Felix and Hyunjin also came. They were about to tease us but they saw me crying. Their smiles faded and they immediately came to me

"Ryujin-ah why are you crying? What happened?" They're all panicking now and I'm embarrassed that I'm crying in front of them right now. I hate it

They forced me to face them and they succeeded. They can see my face now and it makes them even more worried. They saw me like this and I don't want them to see me like this

"Yah! Haechan-ah what did you do to her?" Hyunjin suddenly grabbed Haechan's collar and he's ready to punch him when Jaemin came

He looked at me and I can see from his eyes that he's sorry. He was about to come to me when Haechan suddenly punched him

"I'm sorry about that, I just think that you deserve it" Haechan was about to punch him again but I immediately stopped him

"Enough. I want to go home. Please"

He, later on, calms down and dragged me to Bangchan-Hyung and asked him to drive me home. Bangchan-Hyung immediately agreed and called Hyunjin and Felix who's now starring at Jaemin with their mad eyes

"Let's talk tomorrow," Haechan said before dragging Jaemin away from us. I stared at him while he's being dragged away and he's doing the same

I can see the sadness in his eyes but I don't know if I'm going to believe it again. I used to look at his eyes instead of his actions because they say that eyes never lie but I don't think it's right. Maybe his actions and his eyes are telling the same

We're nowhere in Bangchan-hyung's car and we're all silent. I'm just starring outside the window and the image of Jaemin and Giselle kissing keeps flashing on my mind and it makes me cry again

I don't have the right to be mad at Jaemin because of what happened because we're not in a relationship but I have the right to be hurt because I love him

All the memories we had together since the first time we met again flashed in my mind. His stares, actions, gesture, and everything that he did for me makes me think that I have a special place in his heart. But after all that happened tonight, I confirmed that it was just my hallucinations and that I'm just assuming

When we reached the dorm I thanked the three of them before I leave the car. They looked so worried and I know that they wanted to asked me about what happened but they just remained silent as a sign of respect

When I entered our dorm no one welcomed me because they're all already sleeping. I silently go to check on them one by one and they're all sleeping peacefully except Yeji-unnie who's still awake and watching movies

"Oh Ryujin-ah why----did you cried?" she looks so shocked when she saw my face. Maybe my eyes are already swollen now because of crying too much

She later dragged me inside her room and checked on me. I just smiled weakly while looking at her worried face

"Yeah what happened?"

I decided to tell her everything because I feel like my heart is going to burst if I didn't let out all my thoughts. I have no one to talk to when it comes to Jaemin because no one knows what happened between us 2 years ago and I think It's good for me to have someone who can finally listen to me

Yeji-unnie sighed heavily and I'm expecting her to be shocked but she didn't

"I already knew that there's something between the two of you," she said