Never Again (Completed) HaeRyuJaem Series #1

Chapter 1

"Ryujin-ah aren't you going to meet up PD-nim at 6?" Yeji woke me up. It's already 5 pm and I need to be there before 5:30

I immediately prepared myself before I decided to go out. I didn't bother to put some make-up on since it's just a normal day for me. I don't know why PD-nim wants to see me but I think it's not that important

When I arrived at the JYP building I decided to buy some coffee at JYP's cafeteria. I saw Bangchan-Hyung sitting in the corner and he's with Felix and Hyunjin

"What are y'all doing here?" I asked and sat beside Hyunjin

"Probably eating?" Hyunjin answered sarcastically but I just ignored him

"PD-nim called us here" Bangchan-Hyung answered which makes me confused. Three of Stray Kids are here but why am I the only one from ITZY who was called here?

After a few minutes of waiting, PD-nim came together with his dog. He smiled widely when he saw us. We greeted him before we decided to go to his office

"Isn't my dog cute just like me?" PD-nim asked while patting his dog's head

"Sometimes I'm confused about who's the dog between the two of them" I whispered to Hyunjin which makes him laugh so hard. Felix and Bangchan-Hyung heard it too but they're trying their best to hold their laugh

"What's funny?" PD-nim asked

"Hyunjin farted" I immediately received a death gaze from Hyunjin. I teased him even more with a wide smile

"Let's go back to the business" we all get serious when PD-nim started to talk "I called all of you here because of the upcoming MBC Special"

"Is it about the collaboration?" Felix asked

"Yeah and I called y'all right now because today Ryujin will go to the Cube Entertainment to personally ask for their permission to use their practice room since they're your sunbaes," PD-nim said

"Me? Alone?" I asked

"Yeah but if these guys wanted to go with you then you're not alone anymore" PD-nim smiled at me widely which makes me pissed. His face is so annoying

I looked at Bangchan-Hyung to ask him to come with me and he immediately agreed. I looked at Felix and he also agreed. I didn't bother to look at Hyunjin since I don't want him to come with us but he immediately disagreed like I asked for him to come with me

"For Stray Kids, you will be collaborating with NCT and since they're your sunbaes, you will ask for their permission to use their practice room"

"I understand" Bangchan-Hyung answered

My heart beats so fast when I heard the group that they're going to collaborate with. It's his group and there's a big possibility that their unit was the one that they're going to collaborate with but never mind. It's not that big deal, I don't care about him anymore

"So we're all settled you can go now"

We decided to stop at our practice room to decide if where are we going first. Whether it's Cube or SM Entertainment first

"What do you think Ryujin-ah?" Bangchan-Hyung asked

I always call him Bangchan-Hyung since I find it cringe to call him Oppa. I always call every guy that is older than me 'hyung' because I liked it that way. They didn't mind calling them like that. Well for Hyunjin and Felix they're my bros. I am closest to them and Bangchan-Hyung

"I'm okay with anything" I answered before going to my locker to get changed. I decided to wear a hoodie and shorts. The hoodie that I'm wearing is from someone that I didn't know.

I received it on my 17th birthday outside our gate. It's a green hoodie with a weird face at the back. I used to wear it a lot especially since my trainee days because it gives me luck. Up until now I still wonder who gave it to me

We decided to take a bus to go to Cube Entertainment. Hyunjin keeps on whining about joining us here at Cube Entertainment but we just keep on ignoring him. He's so childish

"G-idle is waiting for you at the 7th floor Miss Shin Ryujin" the receptionist guide us until we reached the elevator to go to the 7th floor

As soon as we enter the 7th Floor Hyunjin stopped whining and started to act like an angel. I immediately find their practice room and knocked

"We can wait here," Felix said before I entered the practice room

As soon as I entered the practice room. All of the G-idle members welcomed me which makes me feel comfortable. We had a small talk before we decided to sign the permission to use their practice room. They wanted me to stay a little longer but I declined since the three brats are waiting for me outside

We left the Cube Entertainment building immediately because it's getting late and I don't want them to be late because of me

I can't stop worrying about the fact that Jaemin might be there right now. I just wish that he's not there because I can't face him after so many years. He hates me and the feeling is mutual now. I just hope that our paths will never crossed again

"Hey, are you okay?" Felix asked

"Y-Yeah"

"You look so pale"

"I didn't wear any makeup" I jokingly said

None of them knows about my past with Jaemin. I started my life from Zero when Jaemin and I decided to forget each other. I started to find my happiness that time which is being an idol and now that I reached it I couldn't ask for more. I lose him at that time but I received many friends in return and I'm happy about that

We arrived at SM Entertainment and I can't deny the fact that they're really big entertainment. JYP Entertainment is big too but they're on another level

"Please go to the 15th floor," the receptionist said

While waiting for the elevator to reach the 15th-floor Hyunjin wrapped his arms around my left arm

"I'm nervous Ryujin-ah" he's trembling and pouting like a kid

Felix started to wrapped his arms around my right arm and started to act like a kid too. I looked at them confusedly

"Get off me" I seriously said

"I don't want to" they both answered immediately. I asked Bangchan-Hyung for help but he just laughed at me

"Get off me and do that to Bangchan-Hyung instead" I irritatingly said

"Bangchan-Hyung has a lot of big muscle it's so uncomfortable to cling around his arm," Hyunjin said while laughing

Until we reached the 15th floor they never leave my arms. They looked like a wasp in my arms

"Stray Kids right?" we froze up when we heard a deep voice behind us. I slowly turn my head and I feel like my heart was going to burst when I saw seven of the NCT members. What makes my heart race was the fact that one of them is Jaemin

His brows were furrowed while looking at me and my arms where Hyunjin and Felix were clinging to. I looked at him directly at his eyes without showing any emotions

I can now look at you the same way you looked at me before when you said that you hated me

Na Jaemin