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I T Z E L L


[Thursday]

Papunta na ako ngayun sa isang cafe, na kalapit lang ng library.
I have meeting the 'secret messager'.

"You're late, Itzell"sabi nya at inirapan ko sya. Umupo ako sa harapan nya.

"I hate you"i seriously said.

"Ows. That's hurt"she told, with seriously look.

"You can, ask me now"she said.

"Why you didn't tell me, anything"i ask. Umiwas sya ng tingin sakin.

"Di ako sigurado sa lahat, sa lahat ng nalalaman ko Itzell, at...natatakot ako"nag aalala nyang sabi.

"Natatakot ako, dahil baka patayin nya rin ako, Itzell. I--im sorry, promise nag sisisi ako, dahil...di ko sinabi sa inyo ang totoo, kasi wala pa akong kasiguraduhan at natatakot ako. Lalo na sa nalaman ko...."Sabi nya at muka na syang maiiyak.

"Sh---she's a physco.."sabi nya at napalunok sya. Nagulat ako at medyo natakot din.

Physco?who.

"Sino sya?"i ask to her, pero umiling lang sya. Napatingin sya sa labas, at agad umiwas ng tingin. Kaya tiningnan ko din ang tiningnan nya, pero wala naman.

"Bakit?"tanong ko.

"Wa--wala"Sabi nya at napalunok ulit, halatang takot na takot sya.

"It's Sierra?right?"tanong ko sakanya, simula nung una palang, sya na ang pinag hihinalaan ko.

I have a reason, nakinig ko sya dati, na papatayin nya si ate Dria, at nung sinabi ko sakanya yung narinig ko, nanlaki ang mata nya. Then she left us, lumayo sya samin, at sya rin ang nag tapos ng pag kakaibigan namin, nung panahon na yun.

Then dumagdag pa ang pagkasabi nya na physco ang pumatay, naalala ko bigla na mag isa lang lagi si Sierra, tangging kami lang ang kina-kausap nya, dahil baka may tinatago sya...na baka ah physco talaga sya.

That's just my conclusion. I don't want to judge, and i don't have any evidence to prove that. So i really need to have a evidence.

"Why you always accused her?"she ask me.

"Because i have a reason"i said, at napailing lang sya.

"Di ka ba natatakot?ngayun?"tanong nya na ikinabigla ko.

"Im never afraid of unknown"i said, pero takot na takot ako ngayun, dahil baka totoo na mawala na talaga ako sa mundo.

"Are you scared?"i ask her, at umiwas sya ng tingin.

"Yes, bacause i know that, unknown will kill you right now"sabi nya sakin at ako naman ang umiwas ng tingin, it's very freaking awkward now.tsk.

"You don't have any evidence, that sierra did it, to your sister"sabi nya, wait pinagtatanggol nya ba sya?.

"I know that, she took my sister life" i said calmly.

"You don't even know the TRUTH"she said at umalis na sya, hindi ko na sya napigilan dahil naiinis na din ako sakanya.

She said that I don't even know the truth, then why! she not even tell me the truth!. Tsk.

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I went to the library, too read.

Dahil naiistress na ako ngayun!, gusto kong mawala ang takot at pangamba ko ngayun, kaya pumunta ako dito sa library.

The library is my comfort zone.

Gusto ko munang makalimot ngayun, so namili ako ng book para basahin, i really like a detective story, like Sherlock Holmes and detective conan.

I sat now, and started to read.

May nararamdaman akong may nakatingin sakin, umirap ako nang umupo sya sa harap ko kasama ang inosente nyang ngiti.

"Long time, no talk"she said, kaya ngumiti ako ng peke.

"Why are you here?"i ask.

"Ano bang ginagawa ng tao, kapag nasa library?".

"Reading"i said and she's smirk.

"Edi ganun din ang ginagawa ko" pilosopo nyang sabi.

"But you hate reading"i smirk, she bite her lower lip, and she stare at me. That's why im starting to confuse.

"I need to confess something"her innocent smile is now faded. Ngayun ko lang sya nakita na kung ngumiti ay parang demonyo.

Freaking shit!.

Confess?, Gusto nya ba ako?. Yuck. Lesbian na sya?!.

I gulped.

"Im the one, who killed your sister" she said and smirk.

My eyes is getting bigger and my heart is beating fast!.

FREAKING?!.

i gulped again.

"Are you freaking serious?!" I curiously ask.

"Yes".

"Rea--lly?"i ask again.

"N-no w--way"i said again.

"But, why?"tanong ko ulit sakanya dahil hindi talaga ako makapaniwala.

"I love jake, so i kill your sister"she said, na parang walang pag-sisisi sa ginawa nya.

PHYSCO BA TALAGA SYA?!.

Napasinghal nalang ako, what the heck is happening to her?!.

"I want jake for me, just FOR ME" she said again. At iniwan na nya ako dito na nakatulala, di parin matanggap ng sistema ko ang mga sinabi nya, Hindi ko din alam kung anong gagawin ko!!!!!.

I--im pa---nic!!!.

Ilang minuto akong nakatulala at ngayun lang ako natauhan.

" What should i do?!!, I--will call a police right now?!shit!"i said loudly.

"SHHH"madam said, so i zipper my lips.

"So--sorry"i told to Madam.

I walk away to go in a police station, but curiosity is killing me right now!!, She's to close to my sister!, shit!freaking her!!i hate her!! because of freaking love!!!what a dumb mind!.

I will never forgive her!.

But she's too naive and innocent to do that!.

Natauhan ako nang nag sitakbuhan ang lahat ng tao sa library, kaya napatigil ako.

Bakit sila nag sisitakbuhan?.

Im too late to say them the truth.

*BOOGGGGSSSSHHHH*

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Tuluyan ng sumabog ang library at tuluyan na ding nabawian ng buhay si Itzell.


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A/N: sino sa tingin nyu ang kausap ni Itzell?. Just comment!.thanks!.


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