Ocean Eyes [Giyu Tomioka x Reader]

Chapter 35

"We'll bring her home, Giyu!"

I stared at the kind boy for a few seconds before nodding my head.

"Together then." I said with a smile on my face and Tanjiro nodded back.

"Together!"

Your POV
Voices continue to run about my mind. All saying to end it all. Saying I should just die.

I sit in a corner with my cuffed hands grasping my head as I try to get my thoughts under control.

Just end it...

I...I promised myself I wouldn't be weak...

If you're in pain, then die...

But I can't leave Giyu like that...

Don't be scared...you'll be in heaven anyways.

I will go to heaven?

No you're not going to heaven, you're going to hell

That...that makes sense, but I can't leave...

Either way, you won't suffer

But I can get stronger...

Maybe if you were stronger, you wouldn't be in pain

I...I don't want to be in pain...but I know that Giyu wants me...we love each other...I can't just leave him!

Giyu never loved you...

He doesn't? No. He does...he told me he did!

He only pittied you for being a demon

No...that's not true!

He's never going to come save you

He will...I belive he will!

Maybe...but you know that deep down he's probably dead now.

No, stop!

He's dead, and you know it.

He's not! Giyu's strong!

You're the one who killed him

Stop it!

You're the one who killed him

You're the one who killed him

You're the one who killed him

You're the one who killed him

I let out a loud scream of frustration.

"Giyu! What do I do!? Why am I useless? Why must I be weaker than everyone else! Why can't I do anything right!?"

"My my, quite the tantrum."

The sound of Ji's voice caused me to flinch and cover myself put of habit.

"That was the most I've ever heard out of you! Do it again! Please do it again! Hearing how broken you were really made me feel happy!" Ji laughed.

I looked away and went back to the quiet girl I was.

"Aw...well. Before we start our next game, I've come to deliver news."

Ji walked right up to me and knelt down at my level.

"The water hashira is dead."

All of a sudden everything in me shut down. The world came crashing down on top of my shoulders, it felt as if millions of swords, cut right through me.

"We sent upper moon one after him, and he came back victorious. Muzan wanted me to let you know that."

Giyu...was killed?

"Hey, at least have some type of reaction. You're lover is dead."

Ji began to laugh.

"Tears!? I got a full paragraph and tears!? It's going to be a great day! I've been trying to get some sort of reaction for nine days now!"

I hadn't even realized I had begun crying. I was still trying to process what Ji had just said.

No...there's no way Giyu's dead...he couldn't be...

Memories of Giyu flooded into my head the more I thought about him.

"Oh how I love watching the light in your eyes die out! How all the hope just drains from them!" Ji clasped his face into his hands as he gushed.

I stared blankly in front of me as Ji continues to laugh.

"You know, now that he's gone, you could always join us!"

"No." I simply stated.

"Aw c'mon! Why not...I mean like, Giyu isn't going to be here to save you anytime soon, so might as well."

"I won't."

"Listen, you're better off with us anyways."

"Kill me."

Ji's face turned into a confused one.

"I'm sorry, what now?"

"I wish to be with him now."

"Wait-"

"Kill me."

"Are you serious?"

I looked up a Ji with lifeless eyes as he asked that question.

"I'm dead serious."

Let me be with Giyu...I can't leave him alone up there.

A.N.
Woaaahhhh another chapter!?!? What is this witch craft??
Anyways, if this chapter is trash lemme know. I am writing this in a very exhausted state and cannot wait to partake in eve tual parting of the body and consciousness.
Good morning, evening, night, whatever time you're in.

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