Together

Part 22

Author Pov

Days had past since what happened to Y/n and Lucas.

They don't see each other anymore except at class but they dont even talk to each other. Their friends was worried about the two.

"Hey Renjunie,wanna have lunch with me at the rooftop?" Y/n offered to Renjun.
"Yeah sure"

The two both went to the rooftop. It's not that they will eat lunch here. It was just they will stay there until lunch break is over.

Y/n sighed.

"Um...Y/n? Are you okay?" Renjun asked y/n as he holds her hands.

"I'm not,Renjun. I dont know but i'm not okay after that day,i feel like i'm not complete. But with your accompany i feel much better. I want to thank you, Renjun for staying beside me," Y/n smiled warmly at her bestfriend.

<<<Renjun Pov>>>

If you just know Y/n. If you just know...how much i love you. I will do everything to make you happy. I'll sucrifice my feeling for you just to keep our friendship. I'll keep this feelings. I know you already love someone.

I smiled at her and here we saw Mark running to us.

"Oh. Hi! Y/n and Renjun. Sorry for not being with you guys this past few days. I just need to check on my cousin. Even tho,i dont really show him how much i do care to him,he's still my cousin so you know..." He said and smiled to us.

"So Y/n did you already found out who gave you that letter?" Mark added looking at Y/n

Y/n shook her head.

"Oh i see. Well i think i gotta go. I still have some things to wrap up this lunch break," Mark uttered and waved to us.

<<<Mark Pov>>>

I didnt see Y/n that much this past few days coz i have to check on my cousin. But i'm happy to see her with Renjun because I know he'll protect Y/n no matter what,so i do.

I went to Lucas who was now currently aitting with his bestfriends and also with Yeji. I dont know why the h*** did she always cling and hung out with Lucas. She's not even her girlfriend,tho.

I walked straight to them and sat beside them.

"How's your day,Lucas?" I asked without looking at him.
"It's fine. I'm fine."

I know he is NOT. He is not fine after what happened that day. I mean he didn't usually act like this before but after that day...he does.

"You sure your fine?"

"Maybe not maybe fine? I dont know either,Mark."

"I think you two have to talk,i guess? It'll be a big help for sure."

"What if she dont want to? What if she avoid me even worst? What if~"

"No what ifs,Lucas. We dont know the destiny,Lucas. So you just need to try,man."

Lucas nodded at my words,meaning he'll try to talk to her.

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<<<Y/n Pov>>>

You can do it Y/n. You're strong okay?

"Hey! I heard Lucas was going to U.S."
"I heard,too. I think he was planning to move there and continue his studies."
"Well...when is his flight?"
"If i'm not mistaken,I heard that it's now. I only heard it today. And i heard he already planned it a few days ago."

Wait is he really leaving? For real?

Okay. Okay. I dont care about it anymore. If he'll be starting a new life then,i will also.

I walked to the hallway.

"Yah! Y/n!" I heard a familiar voice so i decided to turn around.

Oohh it was Lucas.

"I just came here to say that....i'll be leaving today. And btw i just wanna give you this,"he was handing me a box.

"I see. But you dont have to say that to me,you know...We're not even close,duh,"i said without any expression on my face.

"Okay,i gotta go. Bye," he waved his hand.

He turn around away from my direction,so i do. It was now our class dismissal and Renjun was still in his dance class,so he told me that it's okay if i'll go to my house by myself.

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I run upstairs to my room. I quickly lay down at my bed. I held the box that Lucas gave me earlier.

I started to open it. Inside it, there i saw a necklace with an infinity pendant.

It was strange. Totally,strange. Really strange.

I continue.

Then i saw another thing. It was a folded brownish paper. Inside it,of course a letter.

Dear Y/n,
I really do feel sorry. I am truly sorry for leaving that time and for the second time. I want to tell you that i really love you. It's not a lie Y/n,believe me it isn't a lie. Well...now i think i have to go out somewhere,i need to leave you,like you said. So for the second time,bye Y/n. Bye.
Love,
Lucas.

I started to feel strange. This was a weird feeling. It is really.

I wonder if he is also the one who gave me that letter on my locker.

I held the necklace. It was beautiful. It is.

I feel a bit disappointed that...i dont even have a chance to say goodbye. I dont know...I hate him. I really do hate him. But there's a side of me feeling this strange and weird feeling.