I just want you (Faberry)

Chapter 11

Quinn's POV

How could I be this stupid? This really echoed through my head, along with....
~ What will Rachel think? I bet she's confused
~ even worse, what will FINN do?

These only made me cry more, and bite my lip down to try and hide this, making my lip bleed.
"Darn it!!" I say aloud. It's a pretty accurate thing to describe how I was feeling.

I walk into the car park. I've forgotten my coat, too. It was raining more than ever now, how will I get home? Santana and Brittany were supposed to be taking me home today, but I can't wait a whole hour in this pouring rain.

Just when I was about to sit down on a wet bench, I hear a voice.

"Hey...Quinn? Is that you? Come over here"

It was Blaine. I smiled. He's always been there for me, and I really could use some help right now.

"Hi Blaine"
"Have you been crying?" he says, softly.
"Yeah....uhh I'll explain to you"

I explained everything, as tears began rolling down my cheeks for what felt like the 10000th time in the past 24 hours. I looked like a sad puppy in the car mirrors. Blaine was okay though, nodding in all the right places, rubbing my back.

"Quinn, let's go for a drive. I know what you've been through first hand. My dad is a homophobe, I get it totally. I know it's rough, but you can get through this. But also..."
"Also what?"
"I think you put up a mask"
"No Blaine, I know I'm beautiful but this isn't a mask It's natural!"
"Nooo!" he chuckles, "I mean, a metaphorical mask. Your mean persona is a mask for the vulnerable, kind person hiding inside, that could be hurt. So you put a mask on top to not experience it"
"Hmm." I say, I'm not going admit to that but it was accurate.
"I love you, Quinn. And i'm always here for you"
"Aww, thanks B. You too" I hug him. "This is my house, by the way. Thank you, for everything"
"No problem, Quinn" he smiles. He understands.

bowtieblaine: Hi, I'm always here to talk, even virtually. Text me if anything is up?
quinnfabrayy: thanks. same for you x

Being my bored self, as I now had Blaine's instagram I scroll through it, looking at the adorable pictures of him and Kurt, like one of them pouting, at the beach, singing together...True love. Perhaps that's worth risking everything for? They seemed so happy. Hope my happiness comes soon.