Hypnotizing

Confused

"What the hell are you doing?" Rebekah asked.

"I'm thirsty, I want a drink." I said as I slammed my hands on the bars. "Hey!" I yelled trying to get their attention. Some guy came in and stood there impatiently.

"Pipe down or I'll put some more vervain on."

"I couldn't care less." I snapped back. "Give me your wrist." I said sticking my hand out in between the bars, he chuckled and pulled his gun out.

"Wooden bullets, back up." He ordered, I laughed.

"Look, I dont care." I chuckled. "What are you going to do about it?" He loaded the gun and pointed it at me. "Oh so scary, a man with a loaded gun."

He shot the gun at my face and I caught the wooden bullet with no problem. He looked scared as I dropped it, I smiled and swiped my hand to grab his gun, I pointed it and he out his hands up.

"Walk towards me, or I'll shoot. And I bet you damn well you wont be able to catch that bullet like I did." He walked towards me and I took his wrist and put it up to my mouth. He yelled and I pushed him hard up against the bars on Stefans cell. Stefan grabbed his shoulder quickly and snapped his neck, taking his head off along with it.

He dropped his body in front of Elena's cell, she slowly stuck her hand out dipped her fingers in the blood and licked them. I pulled the bar and it broke, I slipped out and turned back to look at Rebekah.

"I need to see Kol." I sighed, she nodded and took off. I looked back at Stefan who was holding Elena, he nodded and I ran off behind Rebekah.

I got inside not long after her and Kol hugged me tightly. He picked me up in the air and spun me around.

"You promised." He whispered in my ear.

"And technically I kept my promise. I came back, I was looking at Klaus's art with her in the other room, then the council shot us."

"I'm just happy your not hurt." He murmured, he pulled away and kissed me. I kissed him with joy, but something felt empty in my life. Like even if I had everything I'd ever want I didn't know if it was enough.

"I never get hurt, I dont know what your talking about." I joked, he laughed and set me down on my feet.

"I got you something." He smiled, he pulled out a phone from his back pocket and handed it to me.

"Oh Kol... I don't need this."

"Yes, you do. From the sounds of it, Elena is a vampire. I'm sure this is just the beginning of all the hell we will go through together."

The word 'together' burned me, like it was a threat and not an option, but I nodded along with him. This was my life, this was my new normal and I'd need to get used to it.

"Well, thank you." I smiled taking it.

"Your welcome darling. Everyone from your last is in there, so... go crazy." He smirked, I nodded and kissed him again.

"Ok... I'll be back first thing in the morning."

"Your leaving?"

I nodded. "Yeah. Just in case."

"Of?"

"I dont know... my safety? Plus it would be good for me to build back up my relationship with the Salvatores, and Caroline, Liz, I mean Elena too. They will keep me safe, whether they dislike me a tad now, I'm their world. From the problems I've heard I wouldnt be surprised if I were more important than Elena."

"You'll be safe with me too. Elijah is here along with the obvious, Rebekah. She also told me about how you had a little run in today with Klaus which explains why none of them died."

"Is he here?"

"Will be soon. Bonnie us doing her spell for him now."

"Then in definitely leaving." I decided walking towards the door. "I don't want to be near him."

"Why?"

"Because he wanted me dead."

"And know he doesnt."

"Fantastic. You know, I'm so happy we got over this so fast. I mean the point is clear, so great! I'm leaving now." I said walking towards the door, he didnt stop me. The closer I got made me realize that he probably wasnt going to stop me, which only made me leave faster.

I got to the door and turned around, he wasnt even standing there anymore. I scowled and slammed the door shut behind me. I ran to the Salvatores, Damom had just settled on the couch with his bourbon.

I quietly shut the door behind myself. "I wont interrupt." I said as silent tears fell from my face, I quickly wiped them away before I thought he couldn't notice.

"Kayda, what's wrong?" He asked as I got to the stairs.

"Nothing you can help with." I slurred.

"Maybe I can try. If anything I can listen."

"Damon, I love your company and you know that. But this really isn't something I want you to help with nor do I think you would want to help."

"To damn bad. Get your ass down here, from the 2 months you were gone in sure you've learned that alcohol is a saint to this stuff. I'll get you a glass, and we can talk."

"Damon-"

"I dont want to hear it. That hed will still be there in a few hours. I've got nothing useful to do. So talk." I sighed and sat down on the couch across from him, very stiff and uncomfortable. "You are so god damn stubborn when you dont want to do something." He groaned standing up and handing me a glass of bourbon. He sat down next to me and got comfortable immediately.

He put his hand on my shoulder and softly pulled me back into him, soon I was snuggled up onto his chest with a full glass of bourbon.

"Now talk."

"Its really not a big deal-"

"If your crying it is a big deal."

"Well no technically not, my senses are heighten remember?"

"Even still. Your tough. Of somethings girl you crying then something's not right."

"Well- Kol and I just keep getting into a bunch of fights and when he says things like forever or something I get nervous. Which is insanely weird because I love him, and I know I do because if he leaves me I dont know if I'll be able to survive. But then Kai..."

"Isnt he gone?"

"Yeah." I said in a dull voice. "He is, and maybe that is apart of my problem."

"How do you mean?"

"Well that whole sire thing is broken because I turned it off, now that it's back on and I can understand my feelings, maybe it isn't only Kol that I love... Kol keeps asking me about Kai and I always deny because I dont want to upset him. I dont want to loose him, but I have to find Kai. I feel like I'll fall apart without him."

"So where does that leave you with Kol?"

"I'm not sure... I can't go looking for Kai, and theres no way in hell you guys are going to look for him for me. So I guess I just wait until he comes back."

"You think you can handle that?"

"Well I'll have to, won't I?"

"I suppose."

A.N.

I am super sorry this chapter is cut extremely short. I have a few ideas for the coming up chapters and in order to do that I have to end it here. I will try and keep the other chapter at or above 3000 words like all the rest.

Thank you guys so much for reading and enjoying this story so far! If you have any ideas please let me know and I might just pop them in :)