Meet the REAL Me: Songs

Me: Suicidal

Meaning: . . . *The 1 writing the meaning was silent clearly NOT wanting to explain maybe it's too personal or she'd be revealing WAY too much if she explained* 

*Talking*

I used to think there was NO escape... Games are jst an escape from reality, from the truth... We ALL lie to hide our pain, but what happens when it's exposed?

*Singing*

Guess we ALL have days we feel like giving up... I know, I know... But the pain CAN'T be stopped... We'll end up running till we drop... NOONE is a leader... Keep moving forward... NEVER look back...

I promise you that I'm ok, I'm ok, it's ok, it's ok... We're ALL suicidal, suicidal... We CANT run... Keep moving on... (Suicidal, suicidal...) Oohhh I CAN'T move on... (Suicidal, suicidal...) We ALL have the days... where we feel like giving up is the ONLY option... We DON'T see how much we have left...

I've become insane, some may call me crazy, a psychopath, a sociopath, I'm sorry but that's where they're wrong... I'm ONLY me, I'm ONLY suicidal... I ONLY wanna cut, cut, cut the ties... give up, up, up on life...

*Talking*

DONT do suicide... It's NOT worth it... YOU still have a purpose, a reason... YOU jst HAVENT found it... I also have a purpose... I'm jst lost, confused... I DONT know where I can find my purpose if I even have 1... NOONE's purpose matters...

*Singing*

Ooohh I NEVER will move on... Ooohhh... My damage CANT be undone... Ooohh (Suicidal, suicidal) Suicidal, suicidal... Give up... It AIN'T worth it... WE DONT have a purpose anymore... Stop pretending that we're okay... We're NOT okay! NOONE is okay! EVERYONE's NOT okay!

*Distorted/Glitching Singing*

Ò̦̖͌́͜o̭͉̳͇̦̐̓̓͐͊o͎̟̜̤̓̏͐͝h̠̲̫̀͆̅̆̚͜ͅẖ̀̌͢.̫͝.̧͍̌̈́.̡̨͇̞̓̄͋̌ E̞͚̓͛̕͜V̼͗̏͟Ẻ̡̦̃R͈̻̊͘Ÿ̨̫̘̙́͗͒̀ d͇̿a̡̭͔͚̼͒̍͊̏͑y I̧̗̥̿̒́ fé̱͔͕̄͝e̺͍͚̔̾̄̀͜l̻͈̯͐̌͘ l̗͍̀́ị̪̉͡k̜̰̠̈̄͋e ḋ͕͚̯͎͛͝͡ỳ͙̫͈͖̬̅̎̈́̄i̠͇̤̞̓̋͒̓n͇͍̙̑́́ġ̰͉̤̆͡,̯͇̍̋ d̠̥̆̀y̰̻̫͊̇̚i̧͇͓̜̎̓̉̕n̂͟g̫̞̈́̈́.̡͈̱͇͍͗͗̌̈̉.̣̩̏̑.̰̦͎̇̏͞ Ő̲̖̘͛͝o̪̫̽͂o͙̐h͚͌h̩͚̮͋̍́́̑͜ͅ.̡̩͐͒͟͝.̺̘̌̚͜͝.̪̣͍͍͇͑̋̄͋̔ E̙̐͢͡s̨̪͋̈́́͜c̘̺͎̉̅̆̇͜ă̡̘̖̯͓̒̐̿̕p̫͊e̮͕̖̿̊͠ḋ̘.̮̫̱̓̓̑.̢̣̝̌́̚.̥̺̼̌͑͘ m͙̈́̊͜a̧̝̽͗y̟̚ İ͚ ḷ̅e̲̩̞̲͑̆̎̍av̛͚̰̞̹͌̒͞e̠̠̻͋̌̕ ţ̹͉͈͆̌̂͑o̹̠̩͚͆̅͆͒ȏ̡̘̏?̹͕̄̉͢͠ H̠͞a̢̫̔̋̏͟v̟̿e̞̙̽̈ y͓̆o͇̥͋͐u s̪͖͊͘ë̡͔̰͉́͊́̅͜͠é͇̲͇̋͠n͈̝̭̅̌̓̋ͅ m̳̫̉̋e̗̐?͚̮͆̈̈͜ I̎͢'͔̹̓̋M͚̜̕͡ C̦͎̭͗͌͆R̼͓̬͗̍̈AZ̧͇̍̓Ẏ͢!̡̱̤͒́̑ Ǐ͎͎̭̿͝'͎̫̰͐̊̌M̬̹̅̕ I̲̔NS̠̐Ä̫̫̟͔́́̒͘Ń̛̘͙̩͍́͂̑͜Ḙ̝̤̳̋͗͞͞! I̟̰͕̹̬̿͗̆̋͌ ẉ̮̃͞aṇ̃ná̪ d̹̜͖͂͂͜͞͡ie̛͈̹̩̒͝,̟̩͂̒ ò̼͎͞h I̬͊ j̞͙̰́̈́̃s̘̄t w̠̳̜̒̃̊̓ͅá̟̟͆̑͜ņ̞̦̊̇̀n̼̞̎̍ạ̩̽͑ e͙͕̣͆̒̎ṋ̛̌ͅḍ̛̤̩̍̃ i̧̮̔͑̔̆ͅͅṱ̑ Ȃ̙̺̈́̂ͅL̂͜L̢̮͑̒̿̕͜ͅ.̮̔.̧̡̛͉̦̀̍͊̿ͅ.͖̤͔̽̊͗̏ͅ Ḹė̝t̰̤͒͘ me͍̥̮̦͐̈́̄̈ ḏ̈́iȇ̱͓͖́͞,͚͝ Ị͚̱̐̇̿͟͞'̣̜̳͗̏͛͌͜l̖̾̌ͅl̫͔̭̦̇̎̃̂ b͕̒e̛̜̦̣͘͞ ö̯͙̹͕́͋̆̽k̛̠ã̢͉͍͒̾y̧͇̒̚.̬̑.̣̔.͓̯̳̙̫̍͆̾̕̕ Į̺͎̥̋̾͌͘ d̛̳̗͖͖̾͐͡e̫̠̭͐̀̈͞ͅs̘̈e̤͍͙͈̾̌̽̊r̆ͅv̡͈͈̿̔̚̕͜ê̛̙̞̳̐ t̰͉͊̎o͇̰̾̏ ḏ̯͇͂̂̀͝ͅie̖̰̭̜̓̍̔̓,̰̆ le̡̼̟̹͎͋̀͆̔͝ạ͝v͉̪̘͐̋̊e̗̬͒̇ m̭͙̩̐̾͞e ẗ̲̜̊o͔̿ d͙̍i͓̊ȅ̡̫̻̖̾̀̅.̰͋.͈̠͉͖̦̽̊͌̌̚.̧̛̲̭͔̇͗̕̚͜ I̳͋ R̝͍̖̲͑̎̐̈́͜͡L̢̙̥͍̩̒̀̓̏͝L̼̝͓̕̕͡Ý̞̦͕̯͙̌́͆͝ w͎̮̒͆a̦̖̘̍̏̃n̡̡̍̊͘͢t̨̳̊̈ to̺͑ b̨̼͇̟̬̏̌́̑͞e̱̳̗̰̒̄̑̕ ķ̢̬̼͗͑̾͗í̥͔́l̡͚̱̳͔̔͑̚͘͠ĺ̙̖̈́̋͟ę̠̎́d̘͠!͇̣͆͆ I͙̜͖̔͂̑ R̨̯̜̄̈̕L̳̩̭̒̓͗L̢̮͓͕̇́̌͞Y̤̌ w͎̮̾͘a̢͉̅̉ņ̇t̛̲ t̞̃̅̔͟͜ǒ̡ d́ͅǐ̥̬̅ȩ͎̱̄̄̌!̥͈́̿

*Singing*

I'd like to see you try to calm me... Lets face it... I'm more hopeless than the word hopeless... Oooohhh Lets see how far we can go WITHOUT stopping! (OH!) Lets see if you can survive us.. Think again before you decide to run...

Stay suicidal, I swear it'll be NOTHING but fun, suicide is what we seek, keep going deeper down, The path you choose WON'T go unnoticed... We're ALL suicidal!