Meet the REAL Me: Songs

Song: A Suicidal Kinda Painter

It's been a while since I updated this book. This Song was made in January, 10, 2021 using a random song generator, so it's old and if you like it- idc, idc if you like it NOT, put hate in the comments about it being too "edgy" or shit, I DIDN'T write the song, I ONLY came up with a few words in the song

I get on with life as a Painter, I'm a suicidal kinda person. I like listening to music on Sundays, I like singing during the week. I like to contemplate Death but when I start to daydream, My mind turns straight to cutting...

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Sometimes I look at myself and I look into my eyes, I notice the way I think about cutting with a smile, Curved lips, I just CAN’T disguise but I think it's others making my life worthless. Why is it SO hard for me to decide which I love more? Death or... Cutting?

I like to use words like 'Die,'
I like to use words like 'I wanna die.'
I like to use words about Death but when I stop my talking, My mind turns straight to Cutting.

Five six seven eight...

Sometimes I look at myself and I look into my eyes, I notice the way I think about cutting with a smile, Curved lips, I just CAN’T disguise but I think it's others making my life worthless. Why is it SO hard for me to decide which I love more? Death or... Cutting?

I like to hang out with Death, I like to kick back with Death, But when left alone... My mind turns straight to Cutting...

Five six seven eight...

Sometimes I look at myself and I look into my eyes, I notice the way I think about cutting with a smile, Curved lips, I just CAN’T disguise but I think it's others making my life worthless. Why is it SO hard for me to decide which I love more? Death or... Cutting?

I'm NOT TOO fond of Live, I really hate NOT cutting, some days I think I have a purpose but other days I just think back to cutting and I'm happy once again.

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