Torn

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I'm crying 👆🏻
He wrote this after his mother died..
Idk if it was before or after his sister died..

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~ Bella's POV~
**FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL**

I climbed out of my bed and made my way towards the bathroom where I switched the shower on, turning it to cold before stepping in. I tip shampoo into the palm of my hand before cleaning through my hair and massaging my scalp.

After I finished I dried off, did my teeth, walked to the walk-in closet and looked through its contents. After awhile I finally settled on denim ripped jeans, a plain white tee, which I totally hadn't stolen from Val so it definitely wasn't too big on me.

After pulling the clothes on I searched for my rainbow stitched cardigan and brown boots and placing them on. I tied my hair into a ponytail before placing my many rings onto my fingers and picking the glasses up and placing them over my nose.

I make my way downstairs and walking into an empty dining space. It was quite early so no surprise there.

I placed some bread into the toaster and waited for it to ping before placing it onto a plate and spreading butter along with peanut butter on top.

I made my way to the counter and started eating. Once I'd finished I grabbed a glass and poured orange juice into it. I quickly downed it before washing the cutlery and plates.

I made my way back upstairs to grab my school bag and books. Once I'd grabbed everything I picked my phone up and went onto messages all while walking back downstairs and taking a seat on the sofa.

I clicked on Alice's number and started a message

Hey Al, How are you doing? Hope your doing well. Going to school today, yay! (Note the sarcasm) Xx

I switch my phone off quickly before laying back and staring at the blank ceiling.

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I heard my phone ping so I lift it up and quickly enter the messages app where I saw a message from Alicia. I clicked on it and read over the message before replying

Hey Princesa, I'm doing fine, thanks. How about you? And yes, Love, I noticed the sarcasm. Have a lovely day at school, I'm starting tomorrow xx

I'm fine thanks. Gotta go, have a nice day! Xx

I switch my phone back off as I hear my brothers make their way towards me.

"Let's go Angelo" Dante Smiles while pulling me towards the garage. I flung my leg over my own bike as my brothers all got on there's, well that is me and Val. The other boys got into our Black BMW

Myself and Val rode side by side down the track and out onto the road with the boys close behind.

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When we pulled up to the school all eyes were on us. But this time I was getting looks too, some of disgust, others of hate and then there were the odd few of envy, even some of lust... ew.

I walked into the school and down the hall until I get to my locker. I open the door before placing my bag inside but keeping a few of my books in hand.
"Hey girlie" Page grins while tapping my back
"Hey page, how are you doing?"
"I'm doing fine thanks Bels" she beams

"Let's get to class" I say as page links her arms with mine and pulls be along to our first class.

Not much happened today, lessons were boring, Along with lunch.
Everyone kinda kept away from me apart from the odd glares from those weird popular bitches you find in every typical Whattpad book, But none of them attempted to socialise with me, they just kept away, to themselves.

Just when I thought I wouldn't get any trouble, I was thrown against my locker, I open my eyes slowly, looking up to see a plastic looking girl with ginger hair.

"Who do you think you are" she hisses while holding me against the wall
"Excuse me?" I spit back
"Hanging out with my future husbands family! Did you honestly think you'd have a chance"
I look at her in disbelief, I thought I looked like my brothers?! Gosh

And which brother would ever date a bitch like her...
None of em'.
Well actually they'd probably dash and pass her...
How am I meant to know?

I snap back to reality when I feel a slap across my cheek
"Answer me!" She screeches, now only cm from my face.

"I'm sorry I'm not interested" I bite back
"What?!" She asks confused
"It is what it is mate" I say
"You're making no sense!"
"Mhm... oh..." I act surprised. Like I hadn't realised that already.
"Uhm. Bitch. Just stay away from them" she says with a look of disgust and confusion covering her drawn on features.

"Hah- no can do" I say while whipping my forehead with the back of my hand
"And why not?!" She snaps.

"I don't answer to fakes like you" I say while switching our positions by grabbing the girls waist and then slamming her down on the locker so I'm now infront.

"Don't mess with me" I hiss before letting her go and walking away.

(A/N now that I'm editing the entire book... I kinda ship these two 👀 I missed a chance of a good romance here, sniff sniff)

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The day soon came to an end.
I was laying on my bed while Skyping Alice, we talked for hours before finally deciding to call it a night.

I changed into my pjs and jumped into bed, quickly falling asleep.

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I'm sorry it's a short chapter but I wanted to post because I haven't for awhile xx

And remember TPWK