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Hello everyone! I wanted to make a story board discussion but it would be one hell of a long story board. But I just wanted to say I'm on a break from writing right now. After my step mom and dad officially split ( finally ) I've had to move and all that. But I've hit a rock bottom. I feel like I'm missing home. I have no motivation to get out of bed, eat, shower, get ready, and do my online work. I'm failing a lot of my classes and I'm super stressed right now. My best friend that I've known my whole life, said they don't wanna be friends. That hit me like a bullet. She was always there for me. She was there when my mom died, when I tried to commit, when I didn't feel like myself. She always let me come over and snuggle up in her bed and we would eat or sarrows away. She would listen for hours as I cried and ranted about how life sucks. She used to kiss my head and tell me it's ok. We would stay up all night talking. She let me stay at her house when I got kicked out until my grandpa let me live with him. She was one of the only things keeping me alive. She used to take away my razor blades and she would hug me and let me cry into her shoulder. She was the best person I've ever known. I wish her the best in her life. I wish her and her boyfriend are happy together. I hope she gets into that high school she wanted to get into to. I miss you lizzy. I also love you hun 💕. I've also been added to group chats and have been threatened, made fun of, and they have been so rude. All this stuff that is happening makes me wanna give up. I feel as if I'm falling into a pit. But then there's you guys. All of you are so sweet and kind and every time I see a reply or someone dming me, it makes my day a whole lot brighter. I love hearing people say that I make them happy and make them feel loved. I've always felt like I've been unloved and to make people feel like they are loved makes me wanna keep trying. So thank you all 💕
You guys mean the world to me. If you ever feel depressed, suicidal, unloved, or anything else, please dm me! I would love to help you and make you feel right. I know how it feels to wanna give up, to feel like you're worthless and useless. You don't always have to talk to a parent ( except if it's harmful to you or anyone else) if it makes you uncomfortable. I know it's hard to open up but it's an amazing feeling when you do. So get up, shower, get ready, eat, and get out and enjoy the day. We don't have long here and I know you might not think there's much to live for. But there is. Comment what you wanna do in the future! I wanna hear. I'll tell you mine: I wanna travel. I wanna see all the beautiful places on this horrible earth. In every ugly there is beauty. So comment what you wanna do. And if your friends are leaving you behind then join my discord server!
Ill dm you the link if you want to join! Again, if you ever wanna talk please dm me! Also, if you're ever feeling depressed or stressed, I suggest you listen to music boxes! They really help and they make me calm. I also put on nature pictures on my tv and that will calm you down a bit. If anyone is making you uncomfortable, please tell an adult! You could tell me if it isn't that serious. I love my followers, I want you all to be safe and loved. Also I've been 1 month clean! I love to see my improvement and I want to hear yours! I wish I could see you all and help. I love to see everyone happy 💕💕 We can also talk about stuff you like! Like your favorite song, food, weather, book, movie, anything! I love to hear about you all. And if you ever wanna talk randomly at night and I don't reply, don't worry I'm probably sleeping! Also let's talk about friends again. I know how it feels to be the second choice in a friend group. They always make me feel as if I'm not fun. But you guys are my number 1 friend in my eyes! Also, you aren't fat, to skinny, ugly, stupid, a faggot, disappointment, and all those mean words they say. You are amazing, strong, beautiful, amazing, and again, I love you all. Your scars aren't ugly, they are beautiful. I don't care your size, race, smartness, personality, gender, sexuality or any of that, you are the best! I really love you all.
You are:
Amazing
Beautiful
Smart
Incredible
A king queen or a royale
A leader
Brave
Kind
You are enough 💕
I love you all and I hope you have an amazing day/night~ Kenny💕

 You are:AmazingBeautiful SmartIncredible A king queen or a royale A leaderBrave Kind You are enough 💕I love you all and I hope you have an amazing day/night~ Kenny💕

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