LETTER [정원]ᴇɴ⁃

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SUICIDE

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SUNOO POV

I stayed at the dorm alone while the other members were enjoying their off day with their parents And also with their friends. Actually, I'm not in the mood after what happened last night. I'm really hurt to see Jungwon protect Hana more than me. He made me think that I was not even a best friend of him, shortly... not important to him at all.

But sometimes, I felt glad to have Soo Ah by my side. She comforted me by texting me, asking me if I was okay, saying to me that I forgot to end the call, and she ended up hearing everything about what happened between Jungwon and I yesterday. She made me happy again although I haven't replied to her text since this morning, just leaving her with a see.

I finally replied her text, but, badly, she didn't respond to me, wondering if she was already sleeping or still working at the cafe at this time.

She just read my text, not responded to me.

I felt worried about her.

So, I called Soo Ah after I took a while to call her again because I don't want to look obvious to worry about her, and, badly, she already turned off her phone – can't get to reach her.

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I woke up from my sleep when I heard a sound of someone, went into the room and approached me after letting out a heavy sigh. I knew who he was, so I was just pretending as I was already sleeping.

Jungwon patted my shoulder and whispered to my ear,"I bought snacks for us."He slightly played with my hair, trying to comfort me.

I locked my gaze on him angrily and went to the living room, followed by him from behind.

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JUNGWON POV

"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to.

"Where did you go?"He cut him off, drinking a coke without even looking at me. I could feel that he was still mad at me for choosing Hana instead of him. Yeah, I will be hurt if I'm in his shoes too, it's really my fault.

"I went to the park with Soo Ah."His eyes finally met me. I could feel that he started to feel bitter when I mentioned Soo Ah in our conversation by looking at his reaction. His eyes told me that he was jealous, and he slowly bit his lips to prevent himself from getting mad.

He suddenly drank the coke non-stop, wiped his mouth with his sleeve and let out a sigh,

"Sunoo..."I called him, feeling nervous to say this.

"You like her, don't you?"I continued.

"What happens if the answer is yes?"

He replied without hesitation. I can feel that he was honest with his words when he does not even hesitate to answer my question. It is really obvious – I can feel that he has liked her since for the first time they met at the cafe. His behavior, his words and his expression will immediately change when he is with her. He laughs and often smiles for no reason, it clearly shows me that he fell in love with her.

"Are you going to stop me? Are you starting to like her?"Sunoo brought me back to my sense by asking me that kind of question, causing I to lose my words to reply to him.

"No. I don't like her."

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"Do the best for today. It will be a tiring day for all of you."

My manager proudly said to us,"Try to make us feel good after we do our promoting at the show today. Honestly, we already felt exhausted, but we still have a lot of things to do, such as recording for our variety show and also shooting for our first show. Lastly, we need to go to the building to practise for our upcoming concert. It made us feel tired by thinking of it again—