Dark Tendencies (Dean Winchester x Reader)

Loony Toony

"Please y/n, we can meet you and help out however you need. Kevin and Mrs.Tran are safe with Garth, we have been looking for you and we just got word of a case. We can take a break or if you feel up to it we can check it out"

His words sounded so hopeful but you were unsure what to fully say.

"Uh.. dean" you started. You could tell he was fully intent on listening to you and you felt the crush of guilt fill the gap in your chest. "I can't go with you".

It was silent for a few moments before you heard a brief breath. "Why not?" Dean asked. He sounded hurt, and though he was trying to hide it, guilty.

"Dean, I just... I need time to figure out how to deal on my own. What happened when she got out all those months ago... that has never happened to that extent and I need to learn to control it before you get hurt."

There was more silence but you could almost hear the thoughts running through Deans mind. He was concerned and he was hesitant about leaving you alone.

"What about you tell me about your case? Maybe I can help." You prod but you were unsure if that was the right tactic to make.

You could hear him clear his throat before  filling you in. "Well uh... Cas found the case."

"Is that so?" You asked a little shocked.

"He is a hunter now" Dean said a little sarcastically. You could not stop the smile from spreading on your lips as you could just imagine the all too serious angel trying to talk with people. In the background of the phone call you could hear him tell dean "actually I am a hunter in training" and it had you giggling.

"Okay. Hunter in training" Dean repeated and you could tell he made an eye roll.

You controlled your laughter as he went on.

"Apparently some dudes heart jumped out of his chest"

"Like -"

"Like loony tunes with extra loony" Dean states and you begin to try and stitch pieces together.

"Interesting"

"Yeah. Sure. Any ideas?" He pries.

"Any other info?"

"We are in Oklahoma City, Oklahoma if you have changed your mind about joining us on the case"

You could tell Dean really wanted you to be there but you knew that you needed time. You needed to figure this out.

"Sorry dean I don't have any ideas." You reply. You could hear a distinct grunt before he answered you again.

"Well if you think of anything give me a call"

"Will do." You reply, feeling your heart sink into your chest.

"And y/n?" He says catching you off guard.

"Yes dean?"

It was quiet again. "Call if you need anything" he says quickly before hanging up. You were a little confused about that comment. Yes you and Dean were on unsure grounds right now but he doesn't normally say things like that.

***

You heard the song Heat of the Moment by Asia blast through the motel room startling you awake from your restless sleep. You loved hearing Dean call you because it always caused Sam to have a little panic attack which you felt bad about but also were a little amused by. It didn't happen often because usually you had your phone on vibrate but when it rang, you always would get a chuckle out of seeing Sams reaction earning you a bitch face. You rubbed your eyes and quickly approached the phone resting near the couch.