STALKER ✔️

🔪 thirteen

jeongin stopped walking, but i couldn't just stop with him. that would be way to suspicious. but i remembered my previous plan of befriending jeongin, and the cogs in my head were turning.

this was the perfect opportunity.

i stopped beside him, and placed a hand on his shoulder. "jeongin," i said, "are you okay?" he just looked up at me with teary eyes, his phone in his hand by his side, the line still connected to chan. i leant in close and i whispered in his ear. "end it," i said, and it sounded so calm yet so sinister at the same time.

he did it though, and he just fell to his knees and cried. we sat there for a bit, me comforting him while he wailed out in the middle of the street. i cursed at myself for being so nice when i was literally about to kill him.

he calmed down and i took him to this really nice pancake place. it cheered him up a lot. he told me everything that had happened with chan, how he was avoiding him, leading to their inevitable break up. i hade to put on a sympathetic face, be all nice, but really i was just plotting.

"why don't i show you something special?" i said to him. this was it, the moment of truth. i was so glad that jeongin was as gullible as he was, so i payed for the food as a last thanks before he would die.

it was a short walk from the original spot i was going to take him from, but we talked as we walked. jeongin wasn't crying anymore, and he looked like he was enjoying himself.

and so i thought, why am i killing jeongin? he wasn't with chan anymore, so why was i going through with this? now that i look back, i think that maybe things would be different if i hadn't done it. but i was angry then, angry that chan thought he could fuck me when it suited him. i wasn't here for a one night stand; i wanted our love to be true, and that could never happen while jeongin was still around.

we walked through the trees, taking the same path i had taken for some time now. it was my favourite spot to just sit and think about things. we reached a clearing, and it revealed a beautiful sunset over the horizon. the waves crashed softly up against the rocks, and we sat at the edge of the cliff.

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we're getting close to the
end boys and girls