Born Rivals

26-Dreams&Nightmares

Kaymie

Drinking......

Im drinking............ just like my

father.

I drink just to ease the pain of

being hurt and angry.

Hurt and abused to the point to

drown myself in liquor.

I love my family but the way I was

raised really effected me.

I can still see the times my father

doesn't come home or comes

home late.

Kendrick Lamar, Beyonce, Chris

Brown said it best, being in love

and drinking are crazy.

My mama would just sit there and
spent all her hard earned money

in buying 40s,Bud Lights, Gin

anything that would ease the

pain.

I am a beautiful person, who is

the best thing that has ever been

in while working in the streets.

My parents are going through the

process of getting six feet under.

I'm just following in their

footsteps drinking my life away

and not doing me.

I thank Aubrey for being a good

friend without her I would have

nothing.

Having trust issues with Malik is

very hard when I want to count

on him to be there for me.

But when it hurts he can make it

better, been through the worst

but the better is to come soon. no

Love, Hope, Trust, Loyalty,

Respect, Honestly I think I want

some thing better.

Can I get a chance to win the

game that's playing?

Can I wake up from this

nightmare?

Is reality really fucked up?

I can't help what has been done I

just want to live life.

"Kay?"

"Kaymie wake up."

I don't feel like waking up I feel my

life pulling away.

"She's not breathing!"

"Kaymie don't do this to me!"

"911 my girl not breathing........ pills and liquor."

Why they want me to stay, I'm

nothing but trouble.

"Kaymie I love you y-your my best friend!"

"Baby don't do this I'm so sorry."

I see light and darkness,

happiness and sadness.

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