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-Triggering Content
-Talks about past suicidal thoughts/attempts
The end of Day 269. Hmmm. . .this show I'm watching. . .makes me reflect a lot.
Like, at first, I got sad because of the subject matter. But then, as I watch this second season, it makes me grateful that I chose to live.
I can't believe I've grown into the person I am today when honestly, I genuinely did not believe I would make it to 25. Only my family knows how bad 2018-the beginning of 2019 really was for me.
I was tired. I made attempts to take my life because I hated myself and I thought the world would be better off without me. I thought I would be doing the world a favor, if I disappeared from it.
And that's why, I'm so glad I decided to live. 😌💜 I'm so glad I was wrong. That I am a WAY better person than I was during that time and that now, I actually love myself and see that I am needed and am loved by so many people in this world. ☺️💜
And you are, too. 😌💜 It's hard, but I promise. If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, I want you to know that you are loved and that you are important. ☺️💜💜💜
So, I hope you guys know that you genuinely are loved, and that you love or will come to love yourselves, too. ☺️💜 I love you guys. ☺️☺️💜💜💜
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