in a world where you and your soulmate get the same scar when you turn 16 (i wrote this so long ago pls ik it's cringe😭)
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written and planned by ~ yoinkeds
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lowercase is intentional
STORY IS COMPLETED !
i'm on a facetime with roshaun when my phone begins to buzz. "roshaun, he's calling me now." i say rubbing my temples.
"then answer dumbass." he says eagerly. "no, i look so bad right now." i reply annoyed. my eyes are puffy, my cheeks are tear stained, and my hair is a mess.
i barely even wanted to call roshaun. "why not?" he asks with a confused look in his face.
"well, it's awkward between us, i look homeless, and i'm scared to answer." i answer.
with that roshaun rolls his eyes. "ferb, you needa man up and fix your issues." he says starring at me through the phone.
"i don't even look like fe-" he interrupts me, "don't even sugar coat it." he says shutting me up.
okay i get it, my nose is somewhat of a triangle shape, but like do you have to 'joke' about it all the time? shiz hurts sometimes.
"fuck off bro, i'm going to sleep." i say hanging up before he could respond.
i plug up my phone on my nightstand and role over on my bed. i pull the cover up to my chin and close my eyes.
update; i've been laying here for what seems like hours and i still can't fall asleep. that and i have this urge to either scream or cry.
i have this habit of bottling everything up, until something triggers that cap to pop off.
was telling kai a trigger? i mean, i am upset about his response, but i'm not so surprised about it.
before i can think anymore, i realize a tear rolls down my face. i quickly wipe it, i don't cry. especially over something i can't control.
i know crying helps but i'm not some over sensitive crybaby.
more tears trickle down my face, i can't stop it, so i let it happen. maybe i just need to let it all out.
☁︎︎Kairi's pov☁︎︎
i honestly don't want mattia to ignore me. did what i said hurt him?
i couldn't put the right words together in that moment. i feel so bad, and i feel dumb. i don't want to be the reason mattia feels sad.
i am happy it's him and no one else. it's just hard for me to actually admit it. it's scary, committing to something like this.
i mean it wasn't too long ago i was dating a girl, even though she used me, i was so sure i was straight.
and now this mark on my hand determines i'm supposed to spend my life with a boy?
i mean i have always had this little feeling towards mattia i've had with no one else, but i thought that was because of our close friendship.
that shower was no help to clear my head. should i call mattia one more time?
maybe he's asleep, i shouldn't wake him then. i know it's hard for him to fall asleep sometimes, and i don't want to disturb him.
whatever i should sleep too..
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wassup. this chapter was mostly their thoughts so there wasn't much dialog between ppl. (+ srry it was kinda short) anyways , have a good day/night ily.
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