Hold me (Jade West fanfiction)

Back to school (edited)

Y/N's POV 

Cat, Robbie and Andre stayed the night to keep me company and it was really nice actually. I woke up to a text from Jade

  "Good morning to my beautiful girlfriend I cant wait to see you,I've missed you babygirl see you at school love you"

I texted back "I've missed you too, love you".

Soon everyone started waking up and I got even more nervous so to take my mind off of everything I decided to cook breakfast for them. 

"Good morning Y/N how do you feel" Andre said and walked over to hug me, 

"good morning ,I'm okay for now" I replied.

I needed to put makeup on to cover the bruises so I was in the bathroom and I noticed something 

"oh shit"I said out loud Cat and Tori walked over 

"what's wrong Y/N" Cat asked and I replied

 "I completely forgot about the cut on my face and my wrists, how am I gonna hide that".

 "Oh I know, just wear a thin long sleeve shirt or a flannel because you used to wear them all the time" Cat said and I explained 

"yeah I wore those to cover up my cuts, it's gonna make Jade think I relapsed, so I'll just wear a thin shirt".

I put on makeup and put foundation on my wrists just in case. Soon we were on our way to school I sat in the front with Andre and we were jamming out to music and having fun.When we arrived at school we walked to our lockers and put our stuff up, everyone was hanging out by mine and Toris locker. Beck walked by us, I tensed up and Andre put a protective arm around me. I still don't understand why he's allowed to come to school, but what do I know. Jade walked in and as soon as I saw her I ran to her, she pulled back grabbed my face and kissed me. She hugged me again and nuzzled her head into my neck and said

 "oh my god,I missed you so much babe" ,

I replied "I missed you too babe, so, so much" I started to get choked up but I hid it.

 We walked to class and Jade and I sat beside each other and Andre sat on the other side,he has been so great these past couple days,hes like a little brother. Right before class started the last person I wanted to see walked in,Beck. He sat right beside Jade like he always used to, my hands were shaking, I was nervous and angry Jade grabbed my hand. I whispered to Andre 

"why is he here,I cant have him here" I was clenching my fists so hard I broke skin,

Jade asked "whats wrong baby" 

and Beck mockingly said "yeah, what's wrong". 

Andre and the girls were visibly getting angrier,

 "really Beck you shouldn't be here" Tori said angry and continued 

"you're hurting her and you know exactly what you're doing". 

"What the hell is going on" Jade said exasperated and Beck said

 "wait, you didn't tell her, about our night" Jade gasped and Andre was about to jump him but I held him back. 

"You are a shitty person, I hate you Beck Oliver, you did all this to me just because Jade fell in love with a girl, that's low and I hope you rot in prison" I screamed and ran out of the room.

I locked myself in the Janitors closet tried to find the sharpest thing in there, I needed to cut, I was angry, sad and felt hopeless I wanted to tell her calmly; that's not how I wanted her to find out. He was trying to trigger me on purpose and it's not fair. I was crying so much I almost didn't hear someone banging on the door. 

"Please go away,I don't want anyone to see me like this" I yelled through the door.

 It was silent for a little bit and then the door opened I didn't wanna look up to see who it was I didn't have to. Jade sat down 

"Y/N we need to talk" and I replied

 "no,I don't want to because I don't want you thinking I cheated". 

"I don't think that, I trust you, I don't believe him that he even went to your house" when she said that I scoffed and she looked at me confused again.

 "Oh he was at my house" I managed to choke out,

 she tilted her head and pulled me into her embrace, which made me start bawling. 

"Babe tell me what happened" Jade said and I did, as soon as I was done with the story she was crying and said 

"I'm sorry baby,I'm sorry he was there and I'm sorry I wasn't there to help you through it". 

"It's okay babe, I know if you would've been in town you would've helped, but Jade, we have a class with this asshole and he is probably going to prison because I'm gonna testify and I don't want you to go to prison too, because he would love that and I need you" I explained to her.

She nodded and looked uncomfortable

 "can I see what he did" she asked, 

so I pulled up my shirt and showed her the bruises on my hips I started bawling. Jade wrapped me in her arms and kept on apologizing, I placed my hand on her cheek "its not your fault".

Jades POV
When Y/N told me what happened I was so pissed I wanted to bang Becks head against a brick wall. 

"He did something else too but you'd have to come to the bathroom for me to show you" she said and grabbed my hand to pull me up. 

We walked out of the janitors closet and everyone was outside "we're going to the bathroom but we'll be back" I explained to them and they were looking at Y/N

 "guys I am okay, or at least I will be once he's away" she told them. 

In the bathroom I took a paper towel and wet it to wipe the foundation off and it was bad.

Y/N POV
Jade wiped the foundation off gently and just stared, 

"stop staring Jade,I'm already mad I let him touch me, I should've fought harder". "I'm sorry Y/N I just-, it baffles me how someone could do this to another person" She said and I replied 

"well he's in love with you and he's jealous he isn't getting you so he decided to take it out on me". 

She hugged me and apologized.

 "it's not your fault; it's his, he's the psycho who tried to rape me" I told her and kissed her, she kissed me back and we left to go home.