my heart
hurts
physically
when i think
of you
and what you put up with
and i wonder
why the fuck
you'd want to deal
with me?
i've never done
anything
for you
i haven't been helpful
i haven't been kind
i've been a bitch
i don't
understand
why can't you
let me g o
like the rest of them?
it saves me the
heartbreak
it saves me the
pain
it saves me
everything
i don't want
to be
the one
who says
goodbye
but i know
there may never be a hello
and
i'm trying to make one
but i'm scared
of everything
and i can't
go alone
but i know
if you try to help
you'll only go
like the rest of them
i don't deserve this.
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Poetry
Poetry:TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide/abuse/harm/depression/anxiety These are poems that release some internal emotions I've been feeling. Some of them may be exaggerated or made up as to represent how I'm feeling. Hope you enjoy!
