Who I Was

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What to say when everything's gone to ruin?
And every time you cry, they roll their eyes
"It's normal, it's life, get back up and face your fight"

No one answers anymore
Everything is gone, I can't do this anymore
But everyday it's the same old shit
Unanswered calls, unfinished work

I'm supposed to pretend it's all okay
Nothing'll change, it'll be alright
Will it though? Will it?

"Everyone hits dark points in their lives
And you have to get back up again"
And get up for what? To be pushed down again?
No, I'm done. You've screwed me over for the last time.

Blocking your number
"Not making the same mistake again"
Telling you off
"Reach down and get it"
Not answering your texts
"Everyone dies at some point"
Leave me alone to be myself

No, I don't want to wait no more
Cuz the world doesn't know what I'm waiting for
Everything has seemed to come undone
And I've forgotten who I was when this begun

(Inspiration: Alone by Nico Collins
Infinity by nostraightanswer
I'm So Sorry by Nico Collins)

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