little screams tear my heart apart
every night in the deepest of dark
the terror comes from the moon
voices scream as my tears run clean
though i wouldn't expect you to know
what's it matter to you? i don't get it
i think you'd sit and watch me fall
trapped and alone, i didn't see through
empty lies and untrustworthy ties
for a second i thought i could mean something
days pass of crying, sobs and denying
though i wouldn't even try to tell you
trapped inside my mind, broken a thousand times
yet it always falls back to ruin
sometimes i wonder if watching this pain brings you any joy at all
sit watching the days go by in a grey as you laugh and i start up anew
terrible days, mind lost in the fray, i didn't mean to misplace you
but i thought you were there, can i call this unfair, because i surely shouldve known the cost
shouldve known what a goodbye was meant to do.
BẠN ĐANG ĐỌC
Poetry
Thơ Ca:TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide/abuse/harm/depression/anxiety These are poems that release some internal emotions I've been feeling. Some of them may be exaggerated or made up as to represent how I'm feeling. Hope you enjoy!
