"everything will be okay
you can trust me on that"
i trust you
i believe you're true
you'll be there until the end
you may not know i exist
thats okay
i still believe you
yet sometimes i wish this were just a dream
ill wake up and forget your names, forget this life
wake up and change everything, this dream fading into a locked memory
would i sacrifice this to be happy
this perfectly fucked friendship
this wrongful trust
would i be okay with losing all of this
just for the chance of a smile?
theyd want me to
i already know they'd encourage me to do it it
even if its a world without my dream
a world without a switch
the chance to see the sun?
would i waste it on someone?
or would i let the ink seep
and push me under again
self sacrifice
can i be forgiven for all ive done to get here?
i don't know
i'm sorry.
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Poetry
Poetry:TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide/abuse/harm/depression/anxiety These are poems that release some internal emotions I've been feeling. Some of them may be exaggerated or made up as to represent how I'm feeling. Hope you enjoy!
