just cuz its over
doesn't mean its done for me
the memories replay
sending me back to the scene
breaking and breathing
grasping for just one more day
fighting and screaming
clutching comforts to keep me sane
dreams of fairytale candyland highs
but feeling impossible when i can't even seem to try
flashbacks and panic, it all feels the same
crying on floor wishing out to another way
would you blame me
for the trauma i cant get past
for the pain i just cant see through
for the person im trying be
but i can stand on solid ground
when theres no footholds to stay alive
crumbling apart every day
counting all the time, just trying to thrive
one, two, three, four
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Poetry
Poetry:TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide/abuse/harm/depression/anxiety These are poems that release some internal emotions I've been feeling. Some of them may be exaggerated or made up as to represent how I'm feeling. Hope you enjoy!
