The Non-Believer {In Unedited Form}

Chapter 13- Confusion and craziness

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I sit there shocked. 

The warmth in my body, my heart beating really fast, wanting more.

Whats wrong with me?

"Oh I-I'm sorry" Blaine says suddenly very nervous, "I shouldn't have done that."

I put my fingers to my lips.

He iIssed me.

Then I do something I never thought I'd ever do. I pull him towards me and kiss him again.

A hungry kiss as if I needed to devour him whole. I feel such a strong attraction to him. A if he and I were lovers and I hadn't been with him in a long time.

Blaine pulls away panting.

"Are you okay Hoodie?" He asks.

"I'm not sure." I say slowy.

"We can start slow. I know you don't trust me but I really like you. So Brooke Maritto will you go out with me friday night?"

I nod still confused about everything.

Thats 2 days for me to figure what the hell is going on with my head and heart.

**BLAINE**

I nearly kissed her again when she said yes but seeing seeing what just happened I think its best not too.

I kiss her forehead and start to leave the room.

"Stay." She whispers, "Can you, can you just hold me?"

I come nack and lay down next to her, my arms wrapped around her, holding brooke close to me.

****

I wake up from an Ipod blasting ,"Starships".

Well thats a productive method to get you up in the morning.

" 'morning." Brooke grumbles.

I sit up.

"You okay hoodie?" I ask her softly, the same question I asked yesterday.

She just groans.

"Well I am going to school. Maybe you should stay home today." I tell her.

Brooke slowly sits up.

"Okay.. Thank you for staying with me last night. It was really nice of you. Not many guys would do that." She says.

I start laughing hysterically.

Brooke looks at me confused.

"Whats so funny?" She asks.

"Your. Hair." I gasp for air.

Brooke pouts.

"Shut up. Its messy in the morning."

I cool down and say, "Its adorable.

Brooke gets up and brushes her hair.

"I'm leaving. I'll see you soon." I say.

Brooke nods and I leave her room.

Brooke's friends are passed out on the floor and there is garbage everywhere.

I carefully walk around them and leave the house smiling.

**BROOKE**

I quickly take a shower, get dressed, and then go downstairs to see how bad the mess is. I see that Layla and Kat are on the floor passed out.

I gently shake shake them to wake up.

"Layla, Kat." I call. After like 10minutes of using every method I could think of using to wake them up, they sit up groaning.

"I have such a bad hangover." Layla groans.

"And a huge mess to clean up." I say laughing, "Lets go get you get us all some coffee."

We go into the kitchen and I pour coffee into three mugs.

"Uhhhhhh!" Kat lets out, "All I remember is you scolding us and giving Blaine the key upstairs." Kat says.

I stop short, "YOU DID WHAT?!" I exclaim.

"We were drunk?" Layla tries.

I hand them the mugs.

I guess if they hadn't done that what happened with Blaine wouldn't have happened...

"And I don't remember him leaving." Kat says picking up her mug insinuating something.

 "Thats because you were drunk." I snap.

"But what happened?!" Layla pushes.

"Nothing!" I exclaim, "I kicked him out and he probably went out and had sex with some bimbo."

"You;ve got a lot of hostility there." Kat says wagging her finger at me.

"I've got to be not here with you guys, you can let yourselves out." I say stomping back into my room.

Really, what is going on with me?