Badbye- RM (song above)
Sometimes I wish I wasn't like the way I am today. Not only do I wish that, but I cannot help but wonder how everything would be if this never existed to me. What if I wasn't tormented into sensing anything but numbness? Would I still be the me that I see when looking into the mirror? Or what if I wasn't threatened to go past my barrier of accepting in all of their manipulative ways. I question the same.
Would the consequence have been different? But the thing that keeps me up wondering the most at night is, what if they didn't put me into believing mistreating and seeing someone in distress, or even harming myself while laughing is good? I guess I will never know since their cruel ways have brought the beast within me waiting to be fed. It paces around in its cage waiting for my episodes to appear. No matter how much I attempt to starve it, it will never surrender.
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Author's Note:
This is my first story so there will be a few mistakes. Please be patient as the updates at times will be slow. Also, this story contains themes that can be triggering so if not comfortable please don't continue further. Constructive criticism is welcomed but there is no need to be rude about it when commenting.
Here is the list of things to look out for before continuing on.
⚠️WARNING ⚠️
. Suicidal thoughts/self-harm
. Depression
. Abuse physically/emotionally
. Strong language
. Animals being hurt
. Violence
. Blood scenes/ somewhat unsettling graphic detail
.Dark/ Dry sense of humor
This is contained throughout the story so if not comfortable please don't read. 😌
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