What If.. (Nemi)

Chapt. 34: Missed You So Much..

Demi

January 28th came really slowly but I couldn't be more excited to get out.. The past months have been pure hell but I'm actually glad I did this..

I had now techniques to stay calm and to avoid the temptations around me

I got inside the car and my driver sped off. Turning on my phone for the first time in a long time, I had a message from Nick. It was received on December 13th.

Nick has been really sweet.. he wrote me every single week like he said.. sometimes he missed but I always understood since he was a very busy person

I nervously looked at his phone number.. What if he already moved on? What if things get awkward? I don't wanna lose him..

I took a deep breath.. stay calm

I reached my house alone and threw my stuff to the couch.. It was one of the first times I've been here since my parents gave it to me when I turned 19.. Of course that 4 months later, I went to that stupid house

I grabbed a camera that was kept on my drawer down the hall and pilled it on the table..

I made a video for my Lovatics telling them I was safe and sound at home and then closed it..

I picked up my bags and walked upstairs to my bedroom. As I walked inside, I saw backpacks against the wall

I looked to my right where the bed was and saw a body on it.. Ok.. I certainly didn't kill a person so why the hell is there someone

When I got closer, I recognized him as..

Nick

- Nick??... - I heard the voice

I grabbed my head - Stop.. please.. you're not real..

This happened all the time.. Every morning I would wake up imagining Demi's voice and just when I got excited and believed, I would turn around and see nothing but an empty room

- The fuck?! Hell yeah I'm real..

I turned around crying and felt a hot breath on my face - Demi?

She looked away - Hum.. this is my house. I should be the one surprised

I grabbed her tightly and fell on my back with her on top of me - I hate you! I hate you so much! - I whispered in her ear

She kissed my shoulder - What's wrong?

- Everyday your voice echoed in my head calling for me.. I would always turn around and feel my heart break into million pieces.. please tell me you're real

She laughed warming my heart and looked up putting her weight on her hands - I am real.. I'm sorry for the pain I caused you..

I smiled and pulled her to my right rolling on top of her while our mouths fought intensely

- Wow.. you're really different - She commented making me smile - for better.. of course

I chuckled and pecked her lips - You're always beautiful to me.. always have been, always will be

She giggled and we rolled again so she could be on top of my chest.. her head in the crook of my neck as her hand collided with my bare chest - I missed you so much.. - she sighed

I kissed her head - I missed you too baby..

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