What If.. (Nemi)

Chapt. 13: The Stars

Demi

Nick treated me really well.. I actually felt like a princess

There was just something about the way he holds me.. about the way he kisses me. I just knew that this was meant to happen

I still did it.. not because I wasn't happy.. no. I did it because..

I felt empty..

Why?

I felt alone.. Everytime someone smiled, I convinced myself that it was fake.. I still felt fat. It's nothing about how well he treated me.

He can tell me I'm beautiful and skinny everyday.. but the way I feel doesn't changes..

I still feel ugly and fat, as usual

More weeks passed and I was hanging out with Mathew and Kevin. Mathew was a great guy and for what I've heard, one of Nick's best friends

We were talking in front of the cafeteria when I saw Nick with Chloe. He was against the wall with a bottle of water in his hands, talking and smiling at her.. I couldn't help but feel jealous

She had a big smile in her face while she slightly touched his arm..

- Isn't it right Demi? - Mathew chuckled

- Yeah.. well.. I'll see you guys in a bit - I said patting Kevin's shoulder, still not looking away from Nick and Chloe

I walked to them putting my hands on my hips - Hey guys! - I faked a smile

- Hi Dems

- Hey - she said sweetly

- What were you guys talking about? - I casually asked watching Nick shake his head

- We were talking about clothes actually.. Did you knew Nick had a massive obsession with all stars?

- No - I smiled ironically putting my hand on Chloe's shoulder - I didn't knew it..

- What can I say? I love "stars"

Chloe laughed and I ironically laughed too - Yeah..

- Well.. good chat but, I gotta go.. see ya Nick.. bye Demi

I smiled watching her walk away and then stopped smiling when I turned to him - Clothes huh?

He chuckled - Yes.. clothes

He stood straight and started walking to the private place number one. It was a small space between the bathrooms and a cabin

- Why are you so jealous about it?

- Pff.. I'm not!

He leaned against the wall letting his bottle fall to the ground - Yes you are

He opened his legs a little, grabbing my waist - I am not jealous! Why was she touching your arm?

He laughed and I landed my hands in his arms

- I told her my shirt was smooth and she touched it to feel it.. nothing more

I rolled my eyes as he bended his head to kiss my neck - You're not getting away with kisses Nicholas

He chuckled and I sighed - Maybe I am a little..

He chuckled - A little?

I looked down at his shirt and tugged at it - Okay you win.. I am

He pulled away a little to kiss my cheek repeatedly making me giggle.

- There's no reason to be. I'm yours..

- Yeah but the girls outside don't know that

- Well.. then you have to trust me. Okay?

I looked up at him and smiled - Okay..

He smiled back kissing me softly while my hand went to his face - I love you..

- I love you to babe.. - I answered looking in his eyes

We walked back to the canteen to eat and then went shooting more. Before going in our separate ways for the set, he leaned against my ear

- You're worse than Miley.. you're lucky I find that cute on you

He turned and walked away leaving me staring at him with my mouth open.. wow..

We needed to shoot the performances of each camp and it was funny because we actually really performed to people. It wasn't our voices in the movie but we were really singing in real life

Meaghan and Mathew rocked the stage! The song was super catchy and cool.. I was dancing backstage with Alison, Anna and Jasmine while Joe, Kevin, Jordan, Roshon and Nick watched us. They were more laughing at us than anything else

They ended the song and came back down as we prepared for our song.

We performed perfectly just having fun on stage. Little kids dancing and fake playing guitars.. People sliding down slides.. Beach balls on the audience.. it was really sweet to watch

We did the "winners announcement" take too and then went to bed being the next day, one of the lasts

Nick and I escaped to "Camp Star" through the bushes and hanged in there.. He was being his sweet normal self and I was being a jerk.. I don't know why but I was easly irritated today..

- What's wrong with you?

I groaned - Nothing's wrong okay? I'm just not in the mood to kiss and hug and those things..

I crossed my arms and then ran my hands through my hair

He got away from me and laid down on the floor - Okay..

We spent minutes in silence and when I finally looked at him, I saw him smile softly

- Why are you smiling?

- What do you see in the stars? - he asked pointing at the sky

I looked up - huh.. what do you see?

I laid down waiting for his response.. which he didn't gave me. He only said..

- I really love stars..

We continued watching the stars, sometimes moving to different places so we could see more of them.. I felt less diva now.. more relaxed. We pointed at them and laughed imagining weird stuff

Minutes later we were going back to the cabins and we didn't spoke a word. Nothing.

We reached my cabin and I kissed him goodbye, but before I could walk away, he pulled me against ho chest by the arm leaning his face against my ear

- I love them because every time I look at them, I see you..

I stayed there smiling at myself and then pulled back so I could look at his face - You're too sweet for me..

- Actually I'm more salty you know? I'm a diabetic

I giggled - Shut up Nick

He smiled and I kissed it saying goodnight again.. This guy got me flying in the stars..

.. Just like Peter Pan and Wendy.. the question is.. why did my brain went to that??

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Sorry... it's short XD

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