What If.. (Nemi)

Chapt. 9: I Want The F*cking Kiss!

Nick

The "Burnin' Up Tour" ended and I was still with Selena.. I was a bit ashamed of what I was doing with her..

I was a little mad with the episode that happened in the teen choice awards..

If you want a quick summary of what happened, I can tell you.. Basically, Miley was hosting the night and started by singing "7 Things".. it pissed me off the moment Selena stood up and sang a little with her..

That was because I couldn't just tell the world that me and Selena were together.. I didn't loved her..

The sentence of the night for me was "What did I do to deserve this?" and in fact.. The one to blame was me and only me..

Me and Demi ended the tour in the good note.. she was still a bit mad at me since Selena was also her best friend but talked with me again..

I had a break of two months until the next tour so I decided to spend it in family.. Demi was already "the Jonas sister" so she spent most of her days at our house. It was like she really was part of the family

I did started to grow some feelings for Selena the few days she came in the first two weeks but I couldn't avoid it.. Every time I would see Demi's eyes, everything went back to zero..

I was at my bedroom with my guitar laying in my bed thinking about you know who, when she knocked on the door

- Come in.. I semi shouted still starring at the ceiling

She came inside and looked around - Very american

I chuckled - Yeah.. I love my roots

She walked to the couch - It's so great that you guys are also from Texas..

- Yeah.. - I said sighing

- Whats wrong Nick?

- I can't tell her.. I just.. can't do it

Demi laid her chin in her hands - Why?

- I don't know..

I sat up with the guitar and laid it on the supporter

- Well why don't you try to fall in love with her? - She said simply

- I can't do that either 'cause I already have someone else in my heart..

She smirked and sat next to me with a funny face - Who's the lucky girl? huh? huh? - she winked jokingly

- Her name's None..

- What?

- None of your business Lovato

She laughed - I'm slightly offended that you don't tryst me!

I laughed - Sorry.. well.. back to my problem..

- oh.. yeah.. good luck with that!

I rolled my eyes and fell back on the bed groaning - Why did I lied?

- I ask you that..

My mind drifted off to what I loved about Demi.. I'm constantly thinking about her.. it's crazy!

- The girl is beautiful.. her smile is so precious you know? I want to see her smile forever! And her eyes.. they hold so much..

- Woow she's very special to you.. - Demi commented

I laughed hysterically.. I laughed because she was the girl.. Demi didn't understood and I didn't wanted for her to know either..

- Why you laughing?

- Nothing - I said simply standing up in a fast movement - Let's go downstairs?

She smiled - Fix you hair Jonas..

I rolled my eyes and we started walking downstairs to the play room. It had a ping pong table, a pool game table with the JB symbol, couches.. everything.

I called Kevin to play with me ping pong as Demi started playing with Frankie and Joe in the pool.. needless to say that she was terrible and Joe couldn't stop mocking her

We had dinner all together at the table and then just hanged out around the house.. my mom loved having Demi around since she never had the chance to have a baby girl so Demi slept here sometimes and today was one of those days

- Hey Nick!

I turned around and saw Demi put her hands on the couch - Wanna play pool? I think I can win you

I laughed - Yeah sure.. as if that's even possible

She shook her head and turned around while I turned the TV off.

We went to the play room and she picked up a tack

I started playing and since it was the first move, I hit the ball pretty hard to try to impress her.. She nodded her head and moved making her first play

We talked during the first game and she was terrible.. as predicted, I won and she wanted a re-match

We played again and Demi started lucky right away.. the she slowly hit the balls one by one winning me

- This is ridiculous, Lovato were you faking?

- It's maths.. I love maths..

I chuckled - You're a pretty little liar you know?

She laughed and we started playing again.. it was a fun night..

I was loving these vacations..

Demi

I walked downstairs and greeted Joe and Denise who were in the kitchen

- Do you need help?!

Denise smiled - Don't worry!

- No! It's my pleasure! - I smiled getting close to her. I extended my arms forward and saw my cuts.. fuck

- I'm just going to wash my hands..

Denise nodded and I ran grabbing my wrist so that no one would see.. I covered them up and walked back down to help her.. after the break fast was done, she asked for me and Joe to wake the others I was to Frankie first while Joe got Kevin and then I went to Nick.. Kevin was a really deep sleeper so Joe needed more time

I walked inside Nick's room and my breath hitched as I saw him shirtless.. "WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?" I asked God

I got closer to him and smiled.. he was so cute.. I shook his shoulder slightly - Wake up shithead - I whispered

He groaned covering his face with the sheets like a cate and my heart beated fast.. he was sooo cute!

- 5 minutes..

Nick

The girl whispered again - Come on! I'm going to call Selena!

It was like a joke between me and Demi now.. I uncovered my face and opened my eyes a little - Don't you dare..

She giggled and I seriously fell more in love with her

- What do I have to do to make you wake up?

I thought for a minute and smirked - A kiss

She smirked and leaned slowly closing her eyes surprising me.. HOLD UP!!

I KNEW I WANTED IT BUT I DIDN'T KNEW SHE WOULD DO IT!

I felt her lean more and more and just when her breath was in my face making my heart literally jump and make whatever the fuck you wanna call it, she kissed my cheek..

..

Now I wanted the fucking kiss!