What If.. (Nemi)

Chapt. 32: Just Think About It..

Demi

I felt a strong arm grip on my hand hurting me as my body collided against the cliff wall

- WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?! - he screamed at me

I started crying hard - Let me go.. I don't want to live

- DEMI!! DYING IS NOT AN OPTION

- IT IS!! - I screamed letting go of his hand so that my body was heavier to him - I don't deserve to live

I looked down to the black and watched my tears fall

- I love you..

My eyes widened and I looked back up trying to know if I heard right

- I love you Demi.. I don't want you to die!! - he cried out - please.. you have to help me pull you up

- It's too late - I said reaching his hand that was wrapping my wrist tightly - I love you too

- NO DEMI!! DON'T!

I pulled his fingers off and started to fall but before it was too late, he grabbed me again with the other hand - STOP DEMI!! I'M NOT GIVING UP!!

- NICK, IT'S TOO LATE!! I BLEW UP!!

- No you didn't.. - he said softly - lease Demi.. I know you'll accomplish great things in the future... lets try again

- Again? - I asked hopeful

He smiled with teary eyes - Yes... - he said as his hands started to slip - please Demi!! I know you wanna live!

I gripped his hand tightly and he started to pull me, his hand still slipping a little

- Nick, I won't make it 'till there! - I cried watching our hands continuing to slip

- Yes you will babe! I won't let you fall!! - he yelled pulling me

- Nick, if I don't make it, I want you to know that, you are the love of my life.. the only one worth the time and the tries I had to give..

- Don't say goodbye Demi!We can do it! - he cried pulling me up a bit more

- You made me feel beautiful and that is priceless.. you made me smile when I wanted to cry.. you were there when I needed.. - I cried watching him pulling me up now grabbing me with both hands

- You're almost here babe! Come on! We can do this!! - he smiled at my face

I nodded pulling my arms up with the last strengths I had and he grabbed my waist.. that was the most amazing feeling I had in my entire life..

He pulled me up by the waist hugging me while we both cried...

- I'm so sorry Demi.. I'm so sorry..

I nodded pulling away and kissing him.. it felt so good.. It felt so right.. - I love you Nick.. I love you so much!

He kissed me hugging me tighter by the waist - I love you too.. I will never let you go!!

We stayed there hugging for several hours.. not saying a word.. just taking in everything that happened..

In the dark, we both stood up and walked toward the buses. Nick didn't let go of my waist for even a second..

I was still in shock.. I could've died there!!

We got in the bus and went to bed together..

- You saved my life.. - I whispered

He kissed my lips after staring at my eyes for long seconds.. through the kiss, he started crawling to bed rubbing my jaw with his thumb.. I laid on my back and his eyes shot directly in to mine.. he looked so scared! - Please don't kill yourself..

I closed my eyes reaching his wrist with my hand and shook my head - Never again..

Nick

I woke up the next day with Demi in my arms.. I was still a bit shock that she would really kill herself.. She could be dead yesterday..

I stared down at the broken girl in my arms.. she looked so peaceful now!

I didn't wanted to hurt her like that! I didn't wanted for her to even think of dying!!

Her words started to flow through my mind... I was the love of her life..

Was she the love of my life too?

What do we know about love? We're 18!!

With the thought of us being 18, I remembered that Demi was going to turn 19 in 4 days.. just imagining celebrating it without her made me wanna throw up and cry

She moved a little getting closer to me and I grabbed her more..

She needs more than just my help.. she needs other kind of help..

Professional help..

I had to tell someone about this.. one of her parents.. no..

She had to tell someone this.. her parents most importantly

- Good morning - she said softly while stretching her arms up

- You slept well?

She looked up with a soft smile and nodded her head

- We need to talk about last night you know?

Her smile faded and her eyes darted to the floor - What do you wanna say?

I took a deep breath and tucked a hair behind her ear - Please consider in getting professional help..

- You're saying that I'm crazy? - she asked emotionless

- No.. I'm not saying that.. Demi, you know you need help! Just think about it okay?

She turned her eyes to me again still pouting and nodded her head..

Getting up a little, she kissed my lips soft and the chill got everywhere again

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