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2.4 - dim light [final chapter]

michael gordon clifford, a 20 year old male from sydney, was pronounced dead september 28th, 3:06pm.

the death was said to be a suicide by pills. when questioning parents about why he would commit suicide, they continued to say "we had no idea how unhappy he was. he was very good at masking". when we proceeded to ask if he was being mistreated at home, parents discontinued the questioning and refused to talk to the public about it any further.

the 20 year old was found laid up in bed "asleep" for over 24 hours, and by the time the parents had noticed the empty bottle of pills beside his desk, it was too late.

all that he left behind was a note that was found later in his shirt pocket as they were striping him to perform the autopsy. the note was directed towards somebody named luke, who we suspect was a lover of his, based of the note.

the letter wrote,

dear luke,

get calum to read this to you. no one else.

god, i'm so sorry, luke. i'm so fucking sorry, but i can't be strong enough for both of us anymore. it's draining me physically and mentally, and i just can't take it.

i am probably the most selfish person to ever walk this earth, but at least i got the privilege of loving you.

please don't blame yourself for this. i have had this planned since before we met, i just never had the guts to do it, till i met you. you made me finally realize that there is worth fighting for in this fucked up world, and it scared me. it scared me so much that it excited me. i'm such an asshole.

you're so genuine and head strong, luke. don't you dare let anyone tell you that you aren't. ever. you are going to go live your life as you please, and you're going to do it without a single fucking regret.

oh god, i feel the medicine. i'm so scared.

i'm keeping my promise, luke. i'm not taking away your light completely, i'm just going to dim it. you can understand, right?

i'm so sorry. i love you always.

- michael

we will keep you updated on the story in the next hour. have a great afternoon.

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im so sorry im such a horrible person can i somehow disable the comments cause i know you guys are going to hate me :/

but yep that was the last chapter my heart hurts

if this chapter gets 3k votes i'll make an alternate ending???

idk i love you all im sad

- marina