Soon Is The Day
When I was just four crying and lost in the mall
I yelled out your name and you heard my call
When I was just six and so ill from the flu
All that mattered was staying home with you
You carried tissues and bandages, I was always needing something
I rested my life’s hopes in the joy you would bring
I loved walking with you when the leaves fell dry and crisp
We would mash them and crunch them and stomp and then twist
At eight I remember we took trips near and far
And in the warm clear country nights we would watch the stars
At ten Dad took my brother and I overseas for a while
My first time without you for a month, it got so hard to smile
There is still a doll in my closet that was one of my very first presents
It reminds me of the happy, loving home back on garden crescent
There were times later on I thought perhaps you didn’t love me
But now that you’re gone I know that could never be
When I think of what you went through to put food on the table
On top of a tedious job you worked whether or not you felt able
And then there were the little things like candy surprises now and then
Oh mom how I wish I could have you back here again
What makes me feel worst is when it nears mother’s day
And I can no longer tell you I love you, I can no longer say
That in this massive world you were more important than anyone
I pray you’re up there in heaven now finally having some fun
I hold out a hope that we all will join you if heaven exists
That is if I can go on facing temptation and still resist
All of us one day, Dad and us kids, plus Uncle Joe
With be up there with you to bask in the light of your shining soul
It soon will be mother’s day and I write this poem to God
I ask him to pass it on if my request isn’t too odd
I also would like to say to the all-knowing Lord
My mom gave to so many so much more than she could afford
Love is not easy, love is hard to be found
When my mom was alive love was all around
Others may not think so but I know one thing about love
It’s strong enough that you’re watching out for me up above
Leif Gregersen
May 8, 2014
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Poems From Inside Me
PoetryThis is a chapbook of poetry that led me to dedicate myself to writing, whether it be for money or simply to express myself. In this book I talk about family, love, loss and all the illusions that life brings us through.