dear ashton,
you've been gone for a week.
they've started giving me stronger medications. they just make me feel numb.
calum says that the doctors are trying to decide exactly what's wrong with me. it could be from smoking or from 'childhood issues' which is bullshit because you're the one who had childhood issues.
the list is pretty scary.
depression
bipolar depression
anger issues
multiple personality disorder (they're highly doubting it. but they think my 'other personality' is controlling me and i'm afraid of him)
schizophrenia (another unlikely one)
and the best: they think smoking could have damaged my brain and affected my hormones. they think this is most likely.
it's kind of stupid because i know that none of these are true.
it's just that i'm in love with someone who hates me.
you.
come back,
luke
YOU ARE READING
fade ; afi+lrh
Fanfiction"what fades must come back." >> this book was written before the song 'if you don't know' was released, but seems to be closely related. disclaimer: i wrote this in 2014. it's really bad. also the picture used in the cover was created by me and repo...
