i guess michael came looking.
i guess michael saw me and got help.
i guess michael saved my life.
but he ruined it. i'm in the mental ward of the same hospital and i'm not allowed to see ashton until they think i'm mentally stable. (and i at least know i won't ever be.)
the doctors are getting upset that i won't tell them anything but it's my story and i don't want it shared with anyone.
that 'it doesn't leave the room' thing is a lie. they talk about their patients behind their backs. i've heard it.
i'm scared of what they'll say about me.
the only thing they know is that i tried to kill myself by cutting, have a bad past and that my 'boyfriend' is in the hospital as well.
god, ashton, i need you.
[update because i loved all your comments on the last chapter. this is not actually where the book was meant to go but it was better than the original idea. this book is either gonna be really long or end soon, and it's probably gonna be really long because i love writing it. love you guys.]
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Fanfiction"what fades must come back." >> this book was written before the song 'if you don't know' was released, but seems to be closely related. disclaimer: i wrote this in 2014. it's really bad. also the picture used in the cover was created by me and repo...
