Bandana Boy//Taylor Caniff(IN SERIOUS EDITING)

Chapter 10, i made up my mind.

Today was our day off, and I wasn't even sure what I was going to do.

I went over to the boys's room, hoping Bella wasn't there.

But of course she was.

She looked horrible, her face was all cut up.

Of course taylor was cuddling her like a baby.

"Nashhh" I yelled when I walked in.

"Whatt" he said, mocking me.

"Wanna go penny boarding?" I asked

"Yea, wait here, I'm gonna go get dressed." He said, walking into the bathroom.

I sat down on the bed, missing the feeling of Taylor's arms around me.

"Alright let's go" Nash said, walking out of the bathroom.

I grabbed my pennyboard, and walked out of the hotel, riding down the street.

"Where do you wanna go?" I yelled to Nash"

"Zumiez?" Nash yelled back.

"Yea sure" I yelled back.

We rode to Zumiez and did some shopping, I got a new pair of vans and Nash got some sunglasses and a pair of vans.

We rode back to the hotel, and decided to all play truth or dare in my room.

We all got into a circle, including Bella and Taylor, and started playing.

It was my turn. " Cameron, truth or dare? "

"Truth"

"'On a scale of 1-10 what would you rate Bella?"

" to be honest, like a 10." Cameron said, blushing.

That hurt.

"Jessa, Truth or dare" Cameron said.

"Truth" I replied.

"When's the last time you cut, please be honest." Cameron said quietly

"I'd rather not answer." I said, on the verge of tears

"Please Jessa." Cameron. Said

"This morning." I said quietly, a Tear escaping.

"Aw look, the depressed girl is crying." Bella said smirking.

Taylor looked at me like I was making a fool out of myself.

"Let's move on." I said.

"Taylor, truth or dare?" I said, sniffling.

"Dare."

"I dare you to do seven minutes in heaven with Bella." I said.

"Ok, he said grabbing Bella's hand and leading her to the closet."

I closed the door and went to walk out of the door.

"Where are you going?" Nash said.

"To go do something I've wanted to do for a while." I said walking out of the door.

I made up my mind.

I was doing this tonight

I'm going to hang myself.