Scared To Love ✔️

Part 22

 3 years 6 months later...

Shantivan

Arnav returned back home from office as darkness welcomed him.

He entered in his room and kept his bag aside.

Ye dil tanha kyun rahe,

Kyun hum tukdo mein jeeyein

Without caring to switch on the lights grabbed some random pair of clothes for the night and left inside the washroom.

Ye dil tanha kyun rahe,

Kyun hum tukdo mein jeeyein

Kyun rooh, meri, ye sahe

He walked out from the washroom and looked around the dark room, lighted little only with the moonlight coming from poolside. 

Taking few steps he came in front of the mirror and looked at himself, the alone and defeated man mocking at him for his own mistakes.

Main adhoora jee raha hoon

Har-dum ye keh raha hoon

Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

Ye dil tanha kyun rahe,

Kyun hum tukdo mein jeeyein

Ye dil tanha kyun rahe,

Kyun hum tukdo mein jeeyein

Kyun rooh, meri, ye sahe

Main adhoora jee raha hoon

Har-dum ye keh raha hoon

Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

This is the life he used to live before Khushi entered into it, this darkness was his companion but now it bothers him. Khushi lighted his dark life but he like a fool pushed her away because of his fears and insecurities and now he is living in this hell alone.

Andheron se tha mera rishta bada

Tune hi ujaalon se waaqif kiya

Ab lauta main hoon, in andheron mein phir

Toh paaya hai khud-ko begaana yahaan

Tanhayi bhi mujhse khaafa ho gayi

Banjaro ne bhi thukra diya

Main adhoora jee raha hoon

Khud par hi ek saza hoon