Officially Yours [IN MAJOR EDITING]

Chapter 35: Played by Destiny

Chapter 35: Played by destiny

Chris' POV

Nagmamadali akong naglalakad, dahil may appointment pa ako sa new client ko sa company ng grandpa ko. Bumaba ako ng hangdan dahil yung elevator hindi gumagana. But, suddenly may nabangga akong babae. and it was Cheska. for god's sake. Memories attempt to start.

"Im sorry Miss" Saad ko, inabot ko ang kamay ko para makabangon siya. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko and my heart skipped parang katulad ng kay Cheska.

"Christian?!" Sigaw niya sakin. My eyes widened when i saw her face. She look more beautiful than before. Mas lalong gumanda at naging perpekto ang mukha niya. She's so natural no make-ups such a plain her. Silence was driving our way suddenly, nakalimutan kong ialis yung hand niya sa hand ko.

"Sorry, uhm.." I buckle. Hindi ako makatingin ng diretso sa kanya.

"Uhm. Nice meeting you again" Saad niya sabay abot ng kamay niya sakin, tinanggap ko ito ng buong puso at muling naramdaman ang malambot na kamay niya. Walang pinagbago ganoon pa rin ang kamay niya. I felt my heart skip a beat. Im avoiding eye-to-eye contact with her. I just can't look through her eyes.

"Yea, its been a long time, since we didn't see" Ngumiti siya sakin at ngumiti rin ako sa kanya. Silence was travelling against us.

"Well, can we talk?" Saad ko sa kanya. She nodded as answer. We walk and talk.

"How's Life?" Pagu-umpisa ko ng conversation naming dalawa.

"Good, ikakasal na kami sa October" Aniya, i shrugged in frustration. I glimpse and fake a smile on her.

"Wow, congratulation. Kami din ikakasal na this October, what a coincidence" Saad ko, we both laugh. I felt my heart kick in saddness, hoping that all of this is just a dream but i tried to pinch myself but this isn't a dream. I lived in reality.

"Oh. Who's that girl? Napaka-swerte niya naman." Aniya, i felt my eyes watered. I stop myself to not cry.

"I-it's Samantha." I buckle, Cheska stop walking and laugh.

"Hahaha, Samantha yeah. Your Ex" She covered her mouth. "Im sorry i didn't meant to say that" She added, i bow and feel my eyes burning.

"Yeah. Don't you worry. There's no big deal with that" I wipe my tears using my hand. I tried myself to not cry but im so weak. I hate this feeling.

"I need to go home" Aniya, i nodded in frustration.

Iniwan niya akong mag-isa dito. Our memories, our sweetests precious memories never died at all. 2 years isn't enough. I thought it was easy to pretend to be happy with someone you didn't love at all. But im wrong, i rarely wrong. Hindi madaling magpanggap na mahal mo ang isang tao kahit hindi naman. Akala ko kasi, magiging madali lang ang proseso ng pagmamahalan namin ni Samantha, i thought with her hugs and kisses makakalimutan ko na si Cheska. I thought having sex with her makakalimutan ko na siya but im fucking wrong. Maling-mali ako. It's all my fault. Pretending to be happy with someone you didn't love, isn't easy at all.

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Cheska's POV

Napag-laruan na naman kami nang tadhana. Kung bakit ba naman kasi sila bumalik dito sa pilipinas, masaya naman sila 'don with their family. 2 Years na hindi pa rin ako nakakawala sa bangungot na 'yun. Akala ko, mawawala na siya. My feelings for him, i thought it was gone, but when i saw him my heart ache's again, my heartbeat goes numb. It was easy to forgot him, but when i sas those eyes staring at me. Memories came to my mind and starting to disturb me.

With his shining eyes, his red-ish lips, his perfect nose and his perfect atittudes. Nothing has change. Just like before, Chris never change. I suddenly woke up in my precious sweet dreams when someone awake me up.

"Hey!" It was Christian. Nasa harapan ko siya, he's smiling, i return his smile.

"You disturbing me Christian" Saad ko, tumawa siya at bumangon. He lead his soft hand to me. I accept his hand and carry me up.

"Malapit na kasal natin, honey. Im so excited to see you with your gown" Aniya, i blush.

"Me too, im so excited to kiss you and make love with you" He smirk and carry me. He throw me im bed. I sigh on him. I pointed my fingers on him.

"Im coming with you honey" He said. I laugh. He jump over me, i suddenly woke up.

"Sorry but i can't do it" Saad ko.

"Why? We both love each other Cheska" Aniya, i felt my eyes watered. I can't held my tears anymore, my tears streaming down my face. I close my eyes.

"I tried to love you" He cut me. "Tried? What? I didn't get you" Aniya, im sobbing and trying to speak to him.

"Im tired loving you." Saad ko sa kanya. I felt my heart goes numb. I stop crying and relax myself. I don't want to ruined my heart.

"Loving me? But, you love me right?" Aniya, matapang kong sinabi sa kanya ang nilalaman ng puso ko, buong tapang kong hinarap sa kanya lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. Hinarap ko siya at inamin sa kanya ang totoong nararamdaman ko.

"Im sorry to tell you, I tried to love you Christian, im always trying to love you. but it didn't effect after all. Im tired, im always crying. Ayoko ng umiyak" Saad ko sa kanya, he punch the wall, i knew he's in pain. But i want to end this. I want to end this war with me and Chris'

"Its Chris' Right?" Aniya, i nodded. "He's hurting your feeling Cheska, stop loving him." I cutt him. "But, im still did not recovering with those bullshit memories, ginagambala pa rin niya ako. Im still love him Christian. I still care for him" Saad ko sa kanya, we both crying.

"You're the girl Cheska. Siya dapat ang nanghahabol hindi ikaw, nagmumukha ka nang tanga kakahabol sa kanya. Stop ruining your life" Aniya, i cried more often, i felt my eyes is burning. This day is sucks.

"Im still love him-" He cut me. "I love you! Mahal kita, Cheska. All of those years wasted dahil lang sa pagmamahal mo kay Chris' nagmukha lang akong tanga. MY nagmamahal din sayo Cheska. Hindi lang siya. Mahal din kita." Napatahimik ako sa saad na sinabi niya. I stood up and kiss his forehead.

He's right, i didnt love him back, but i tried to do that, i tried to love him but it didn't effect at all. Im crying and sobbing i just can't held my tears coming from my eyes. Ayoko ng umiyak ng ganito, sinasayang ko lang luha ko sa kanya, he's not worthy at all. He's just ruining my heart and my feelings.

"Wait, Christian. Im sorry for being numb, i just didnt notice that you love me. Im sorry for what i did." Saad ko sa kanya. Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya bago pa man ito makaalis. I squeeze his hand and look directly in his eyes.

"Look Christian, im really sorry don't walk away i need you. You just love me thoroughly, but i didnt see it. Im now loving you, i dont want to cry anymore, my hearts ache." Saad ko, he's eyes got watered and starts to cry in a manly way.

We both hug each other and we kiss passionate, i slowly kissing his lips, were both enjoy it thoroughly, he held me his hand in my head and his lips travel in my neck he suck it until it turns red, im moaning in frustration, he destroy my shirt and im now topless, only my bra is hiding my boobs. We stop and i remove Christian's shirt, i reach for my bra's hook and i throw my bra, im now naked on top. Christian is in top of mine, he caressed my boobs gently, i groan when he flick my nipple so fast and his now pinching it 'round. I unbutton his pants and we both naked, his dick grew bigger as i move it up and down. When its already reach his limits he's now going to insert his manhood with mine but, im anxiously nervous and worried with my health 'cause we didnt have protection. I lay up and stood.

"Lets do this when we were married." I give him a flick glimpse and smile at him. Im now starting to move forward. Im now let all the bad memories fade away.

Gagawin ko 'to for my own good, gagawin ko 'to because i want to have a perfect wedding and be a mother someday. i want to sacrifice my hatred heart to forget him. Im now letting every little detailes about him. It's tims to face the consequences na hindi na kami para sa isa't-isa.