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Hey guys, I've been gone for so long and I'm so sorry. I really hope to start writing again soon. I've kind of been going through some things with my family for a while now and honestly I don't even know how to deal with it at this point.

    My father and brother are having a lot of serious health issues and it's really scary for me because my brother is literally my world. I worry for him so much, and he's been hospitalized 6 times so far this year. There is no one on this earth I love more than him and I have no idea how I'd even function without him.

  My parents relationship has been on the rocks for years now but things just keep getting worse and worse and I'm just tired of all the arguing I guess. Plus this year I'm starting my senior year and I'm a little stressed about it. I have no idea what I want to do in the future.

   Even just typing this has made me feel better honestly and I'm glad I did. You all come to me and trust me with so much and I trust you guys right back. I am so grateful for all your support and I love you all endlessly. And please dont ever hesitate to come to me because I want to always be there for you.

Love, Lauryn

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