Right now I hear the need to speak to you
The urge it’s killing me
Why did I get myself into this mess
Why am I even here
Because it hurts to know that I’ve cause you pain
I know you’re growing
And you like that way
But I still don’t want to know
That you’re hurting
Because that makes me hurt too
I mean
Over the year
I hear it
I know it’s true
No pain to gain
Guess who
Can live up to this
If anyone it’s me
My scars on my wrist
The blood I’ve shed
The tears that fall
When I’m on my knees
The begging
The choosing
Alone
The hurt
The remorse
At home
Through friends
Through agony
Where I am to go
It’s just
I don’t want you to go through
All these things that I had to do
I know it’s a part of life
But I wish I could save you
That’s why I sang the reason
For me to change
“I found a reason for me!”
“To change who I used to be!”
“A reason to start over… new…!”
“And the reason is you…”
It’s the song that I know so well
I wrote it down so much you can tell
I know the words almost by heart
But I couldn’t sing it to you
I got to a point and I looked in you eyes
You were smiling
I’ sure you were surprised
To hear a voice as clear as mine
Sing you the lyrics of our time
Because you see
I care about you
So much
That I don’t want to be
I don’t want to let you go through these things
Especially without me
But I know that it’ll be some time
I know it’ll take you some time
It’ll hurt you
When I’m gone
