Give me some time
To think this over
My mind overturned
By this order
I think of my life
But now It’s all flipped over
Because I can’t seem to think straight
It’s straight then I’m used to you see?
Take off the glasses
I need to see the blur
It’s easier for me to comprehend
Things that don’t I don’t understand
Given the spotlight for so long
It’s hard to think that I can share
The harder part about this
Is it’s not even a different person
Give me the spotlight again
I’ve lost my thought in this
I’ve watched for a while
Something about this just tells me that I can
But I don’t know what I ‘can’
Give me some time
To take an action
I’ve taken up so much time to think
But now I’m acting
I’ve wanted it to be like this
And I thought it’d be easy
But it’s harder than you think
Let me let down and just rest
There are things I rather not confess
But in the end I really need to pull it together
Why
Do I have to be
Like this in the end
I’ve tried so hard
To keep it together
How do I try
When I’m full of thoughts and demise
I’m trying to carry this out
In my mind it seemed so perfect
But now that I’m working it
It’s going according to plan
When you think of it
One way
But the other
It’s not working all together
It’s happening
Just not clearly
For the most part
I let my life take the wheel
But I never
Know exactly where I’m going
I’d like to know
But my mind’s set in a direction
I never know where I’ll end up
Until I get there
It’s nice to know
But sometimes I’m okay
With closing my eyes
Or ever letting go of the wheel.
Sometimes I wonder
Why I do things
But for the most part
I can’t question anything
With getting an answer
Knowledge is a great thing
But ‘feeling it’ is just as amazing
Conclusion: There is so much going through my mind right now. You have no idea.