P: Time T: Thoughtful

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Give me some time

To think this over

My mind overturned

By this order

I think of my life

But now It’s all flipped over

Because I can’t seem to think straight

It’s straight then I’m used to you see?

Take off the glasses

I need to see the blur

It’s easier for me to comprehend

Things that don’t I don’t understand

Given the spotlight for so long

It’s hard to think that I can share

The harder part about this

Is it’s not even a different person

Give me the spotlight again

I’ve lost my thought in this

I’ve watched for a while

Something about this just tells me that I can

But I don’t know what I ‘can’

Give me some time

To take an action

I’ve taken up so much time to think

But now I’m acting

I’ve wanted it to be like this

And I thought it’d be easy

But it’s harder than you think

Let me let down and just rest

There are things I rather not confess

But in the end I really need to pull it together

Why

Do I have to be

Like this in the end

I’ve tried so hard

To keep it together

How do I try

When I’m full of thoughts and demise

I’m trying to carry this out

In my mind it seemed so perfect

But now that I’m working it

It’s going according to plan

When you think of it

One way

But the other

It’s not working all together

It’s happening

Just not clearly

For the most part

I let my life take the wheel

But I never

Know exactly where I’m going

I’d like to know

But my mind’s set in a direction

I never know where I’ll end up

Until I get there

It’s nice to know

But sometimes I’m okay

With closing my eyes

Or ever letting go of the wheel.

Sometimes I wonder

Why I do things

But for the most part

I can’t question anything

With getting an answer

Knowledge is a great thing

But ‘feeling it’ is just as amazing

Conclusion: There is so much going through my mind right now. You have no idea. 

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