I never knew something so simple could hurt me so great
I feel so angry now
I just cant believe this has happened
It was a joke at first
But now it hurts deep down in my heart
A friendship bracelet cursed
Curse to be cut
I feel the frustration within me
Why the hell did he?
Such ignorance to friendship
I feel the need to punch him
Violence isn’t the answer
But lately that’s how I feel
Cut with a knife
So easily
Just because I was joking
Whoa
Some ass you can be
To someone so important to me
I don’t know how to tell her
But Ill just leave it to this.
These words of anger
Of how I feel an missing part of me
That’s supposed to be around my wrist
Something so simple
Cut like a thread
My heart jolted
When I saw it cut in half
Now I cant fix it
Who knows what I’ll do
I know that I’ll keep it
But I don’t know how to
I’m creative enough
But I still am not talented enough to fix it
I feel like my friendship has been cut
But I know that it literally hasn’t changed
I feel that I have ignored her
But I know it’s not an intention
Because I’m trying my best
And yet I haven’t sent her
Even one thing
I know she doesn’t mind
And she has been angered
But with the friendship bracelet cut
I feel that I’ve done more than I’ve intended
Competition after competition
Practice after practice
And then no internet connection
Great now I’m even worse than before
And the performances don’t end here
There are more to come
For the last times of the year
Are the busiest of all
I’m sorry that I’ve ignored you
I love you so
I’m not trying to hurt you
I’ve just has so many things planned
But now that the friendship bracelets broken
I feel even worse
I don’t know what to do
Again
I’m sorry
For everything I’ve done this past month
You’re someone I don’t want to lose
And I wish I could turn back time
But I’ll do whatever I can to fix it.
Again,
I’m sorry
*sigh*
I don’t know what to say anymore
Conclusion: My nephew cut my friendship bracelet my friend sent me for my birthday. I can’t believe this and I’m really sorry. I don’t know how many times I have to say it but I’m so frustrated and angry at the kid. He’s old enough to know what he’s doing. :/ Just. T_T nope.
