Just A Thought (Merome) ~under editing~

Why? {7}

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____Chapter 7____

~Jerome P.O.V~

"Why the fuck would he do that to me?!" I yell at myself quietly. I start sobbing into my hands again. I hear somone knock on my door, and I panic, but soon realize it's locked. I look down at my hands and mutter to whoever is outside my door, "Get the fuck away from me." I was mad at both Mat and Mitch.

I hear the person walk back down the steps, and I get up. I walk over to my suitcase, and shuffle through it until I find what I'm looking for, a shiny razor blade.

I slowly raise it to my wrist. 'Jerome stop! Mitch told you not to cut anymore!' A small voice in my head yelled.
'Well I don't matter to him anymore,' I say back. I start slashing up and down my arms.

I can feel blood pouring out of my cuts, and onto the floor. I sigh. After neither of my arms can take anymore cuts on them, I get up and go to the guest bathroom. I wash off the razor, and my arms. The water stings my fresh cuts. I dry them off and put bandages on them.

I grab my laptop and headphones, go on Youtube, and look up my favorite song, Dead.

(Lyrics until I put another A/N)

'Yeah!
And if your heart stops beating
I'll be here wondering
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to Heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this
Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exacticlly what you planned
And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?
Oh, dead
Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish
You never fell in love
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to Heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this
Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hosptial bed
Wouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand?
And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?
And in my honest observation
During this operation
Found a complication in your heart
So long
'Cause now you've got
(Now you've got)
Maybe just to weeks to live
(Is that the most that you can give?)
One, two, one two three four!
La la la, la la
La la la la, la la
La la la la, la la la
Well come on
La la la, la la
La la la la, la la
La la la la, la la la
Well come on
La la la, la la
La la la la, la la
La la la la, la la la
Oh motherfucker
If life ain't just a joke
(La la la, la la)
Then why are we laughing?
(La la la la, la la)
If life ain't just a joke
(La la la la, la la la)
Then why am I dead?
Dead!'

(No more lyrics)

After it's over, I watch a couple videos. I look at the clock, it's already 9. I hear someone knock on my door and say, in a small voice, "Good night." I hop into bed, not bothering to brush my teeth or change.

*SKIPPER TIME*

I look over at the clock and see it's 1am. I sigh and roll over again in an atempt to sleep. I get up and pack all my things in my suitcase and backpack. I throw my backpack over my shoulder, and drag my suitcase behind me.

I open the door quietly, and step out. I close it behind me. I walk downtown and see a hotel so I walk over to it.

I step inside and go up to the front desk. I get my room, and walk up to it. I open it and walk inside. Not even looking around, I lay down on the bed and sleep.

(Warning: really fucking weird a/n that I wrote last year ;_; )

~Author's note~

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ME AND EMILY ARE LIKE HIGH!! LOLOLOLOLOLOL
DON'T DO DRUGS!

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-Unicorn