•3 Weeks Later•
I sweep a laughing Peyton off her feet as she squeels and yells. "Luke!!" I yell and he comes in laughing and takes Peyton tickling her. These past few weeks have been better. Luke says Kevin hasn't showed up at the field this whole time but I ignore the weird feeling I have remembering what he did. "Hey I'll be back" I run upstairs to grab a new toy I got Peyton but stop when I see the calendar. The little x telling me when it starts is almost a week ago. Shit no please no. "Heyyyy Luke can you come here!!" I yell starting to panick.
"Ya what's up" he comes in my room, yes not our room. We are more like brother and sister and decided to ignore what happened lettig me living here to be less awkward. That is until now. "That uh- that night when we has sex...did you use uh- protection?" I fumble through my words watching his face freeze and color leaves his face. "I-I don't remember but I'm favoring no please don't tell me you're pregnant" he rushes out and looks down at me as I sit on the bed and hold my head in my hands. How could we be so stupid. Of course we weren't careful why would we. It's all my fault. I can't have a baby. I can't have a baby with Luke I don't even like him let alone want to be a parent with him. The bed dips beside me and I hear him sigh and run his hands on his face. "You can't keep it" he barely says. "I can't get an abortion" I say like duh!
•3 more weeks later•
I decided to keep the baby but I can't lie anymore and I think Luke is starting to see it. I miss Kevin. I miss his eyes, the way his hand holds mine, the way he holds me when I sleep. The way he loves me. I've drove by multiple times always stopping but then never going through with it and going in. I have to though. "Luke I gotta go I have a doctors appointment" I say sliding on my shoes. "Ok bye" I shake my head realizing a lot just by that. He doesn't really care if he did he would've seen I was lying like Kevin would have. If he cared he would've atleast gotten up from the sofa to say bye like Kevin would have. He would've done a lot like Kevin would have.
