So it's final.
I'm disappearing from socials in May.
Probably soon after my birthday.
It's not social media that's gotten to my head, it's my Mom.
I'm not only disappearing from socials but I'm going to disappear from earth also.
I just can't take it anymore.
Life is just jacked shit.
No matter what I do, it's never enough. I always do something wrong or fuck something up.
Nobody really understands.
I know every single teenager says that but still...
I'm so fucked in the head, how could anybody ever understand me?
All my life I've been looking for somebody who understands me and gets my psychotic brain.
Like, someone who doesn't want to fit in either.
Somebody who doesn't belong anywhere.
Like me.
But I've come to realization that that's not real. The "person" isn't real.
Their a figment of my imagination that I made up to keep my company on this stupid ass effed up planet.
Oh yeah. Apparently I play victim.
Well I'm sorry if I make you look bad, you won't have to deal with me next month.
Or the rest of your life.
YOU ARE READING
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Mystery / ThrillerBook two of the "Shit. Just Shit" series of my neurotic ass thoughts so yeah. oh btw, I'm a teenage girl so there might be some NSFW thoughts in here but yep. here's part two of the series, including more mcr skits.
