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janae

"why were you out so late?!" my mother yelled as soon as i walked in the house

my smile melted off my face, and i quickly hid the roses in the garage so she wouldn't see it. i didn't need any reason to enrage her even more then she already was

what climbed in her ass?

maybe dad.

when i think about it, im pretty sure they had a huge argument yesterday. something about laundry

i was helping her with the laundry and i'm pretty sure it was because he didn't help her out, but i had zoned out. thinking bout my future do that to me, cause i still don't know what i want to do

"remember cheer practice? and i was getting groceries for dinner. i also bought you roses." i grabbed the roses quickly and presented them to her

"why're you wasting your money on something as simple as roses?" dad asked, walking into the dining room, where me and mom were

my moms head snapped to him, her expression getting angrier. guess she is still mad at him

"when i want you in this conversation, i'll say it," she told him,

"i say one sentence and you're already mad," dad retorted

i slipped to the kitchen to start cooking before whatever they had going on transfer on to me. it always happens, it happened with jenny and now me

their problems either make me the therapist or the receiver. and i was not tryna get my feelings hurt so i guess it was helping out or staying out

i'm staying out

i began to clean the meat, my airpods playing loudly in my airpods. i was gonna make lasagna, brown rice with red beans, and beef stew.

if i was still willing, i'd make a dessert. i know im doing suicide with this meal, but i needed something good for them before i ask them to spray paint my lights

when i was going to the other day, i chickened out cause mom looked like she was bout to kill someone. trust i went upstairs and swept the stairs and hallways

i learned a long time ago that when mom was in a bad mood like this, id have to watch out for my father. she airdrops her bad energy to him and if im not being useful, hes gonna get on my ass

i did not need that. one glance in my phone, and im done for. sergio be on some typa timing, and i don't need to ask to know my parents aren't

even though they haven't taken my phone in a long time, you can never be too careful here

beep beep by young dolph began to play through my airpods. i put the volume all the way up just so i wouldn't hear them bitching

most likely, jory was upstairs watching tv with the door closed so he'll be fine. plus, he'd come downstairs if he felt there was a problem

still, i'll check on him later. after i finish cleaning the meat

i don't understand people who refuse to clean their meat. it's obviously dirty, just take the white stringy things out.

and especially the fat. it honestly ruined the meal each and every time i eat it

both meats was seperated. the beef was already dumped into the sink while the ground beef was in the other sink section

my water was already boiling on the stove in two different pots, so when i finish throughly cleaning it, i pour hot water mixed with salt and vinegar on it