ALWAYS YOU

2]"LOVE & HEART BREAK"

very long chapter ahead

ABHIMAAN RAJVANSH:

18 YRS thats how long I have been in love with her ....and I'm most certain that i am going to be in love with her forever...and ever and ever.....My Amara ...My heart...My soul....

she holds power over everything that belongs to me ...even my breathing ...though it might sound funny..if she ever feels that my breathing is effecting her in any way and causing any oxygen deficiency to my Amara ...I will happily stop breathing too....

Nothing...I mean nothing is important to me than her...thats only few words of how whipped I'm for her...and only her...U guys might think ...why didn't I ever propose to her...why didn't I express her my feelings...

She was just 3 yrs old when I first saw her...I was ten years old at that time...as weird as it seems...she was the only one that bought smile to my my ten year old face ....while I stopped smiling when I was 3 yrs old ....becoz of my trauma ...I almost forgot how it feels to be genuinely happy and to be smiling heartfully...but then entered my little Amara ...

She came into my dark life with her cute little innocence and lit my world up with her sunshine like smile ....which as weird as it might sound made my heart skip even when I was just 10 years old ...

And her smile and her still holds the same effect on me ...and that is going to be inevitable till the eternity....

I still remember our first meet like it happened just yesterday...

FIRST MEET:

I was sitting in our house's garden looking into the surrounding lake just like everyday...reminscing my good ole memories before the tragedy happened ....

Then a cute little pair of feet came into my vision bringing me out of my thoughts...just as I was frowning at the unfamiliar feet....the most cutest face I have ever seen in my ten year old life came face to face to me...she was leaning into my face and looking at it closely

Then suddenly ..a her soft little palm was placed on my cheek....while she spoke "Are u ok?"

Thats it the genuine innocence and concern in that two year olds voice made me remember that ...its been so long that I have ever got to experience someones genuine concern about me...so fucking long...

And as week cry baby that I may strike u guys eyes...my eyes were filled with tears and and little Amara seemed to observe that...as she questioned "Why are u crying?Are u sad?Did anyone bully u?" looking innocently at me..

I tried to blink them back becoz crying makes me look weak...thats what the ten year old me thought and maybe I think the same even now...but thats the discussion for later ...

Then she did something that I have never expected ...she held my face in her tiny little palms and kissed my forehead ...and thats not an innocent little peck which lasts for half a second...its a lingering kiss...that legit lasted for a full 4 seconds....which made my attempts of holding back my tears futile and a lone tear escaped my right eye...feeling the warm pair of lips on my forehead

Then she went back and looked into my face again, wiped my tear that just flowed out of my eye and said "Mumma gives me and papa forehead kiss when we are sad for five seconds and we feel good.."while cutely showing her palm indicating 5 with her fingers...